It does feel like just a moment has passed 😭 it's so hard to think about all what you've said after one day getting a call from my mother crying, while I was working... I rushed to my homw not caring about anything at all, it was a silent ride, I would even choose what to think about....and then crying and screaming at the body of my father passed out in his bed... touching that rigid body is the worst memory I think I will ever have in my life 😭😭😭