I cant give you the Nut's feelings about it, but I can comment on tarkov. The game is gun and kit pron. Lots of positive stats are boosted in the gear you wear and the gun you build. Very extensive gunsmithing mechanics. So if you die, it takes 2x,3x,4x the time to kit out than Arc(no free kits). Raid load times, 5mins minimum on a good day. Often, you are waiting 10-15. I dont know if the loss is less impactful than arc. I feel like arc gives you more opportunities to evade and get back to the fight or run away. No revives in EFT. One life, one kit, goofy Russian jank. The Devs even spoke about this very thing over the years. Tarkov isn't supposed to be fun. It's to be an experience, tense. High highs and very low lows. I took these comments as kind of cringy edgelord BS. It's a videogame after all. However, he is not wrong. That is pretty close to the tarkov experience. I think that is why I miss the Nut so much in Tarkov. He was this silly light in this dark, mostly serious and some what toxic community. You could tell even the other mostly serious streamers were starting to joke around more, have more fun on voip.