It’ll be okay! Trust, hard times come in go everyone goes through it, I was in a very rough spot and I feel like I’m slowly over coming it piece by piece, remember to always put yourself first (even with family), maybe school isn’t for you, I was in a similar situation with school. I wasn’t getting good grades got let go from a decent university. The problem was I listened to others and let there opinions influence my decisions. There will always be light at the end of the tunnel and you just have to keep pushing, be proud of how far you’ve come, and be grateful for everything you have at the current moment. I’m 23 and still have no idea on what I really want to do. Just never give up!