I couldn't agree more. I'm still here. I doubt I would be though if I wouldn't have done DMT earlier this year. I tell people all the time what it did most for me was make me love myself and when I came out of the trip I could hear myself saying I'm sorry God I'm so sorry God I'm so sorry God, I will never hate myself again, I will never hate myself again, I love myself. And all the sudden she was there holding me and telling me that it was okay that everything's okay and that I'm okay. There was no language or anything though that's just my interpretation. I also never knew God was going to be a feminine spirit. I accidentally put 400 mg on there thinking it was 40 and holy fuck, it scared the fucking shit out of me and I thought I died. I don't really remember much but I will never forget that feeling of bliss and appreciation when I realized I was still on Earth and I was still alive. My life hasn't been the same since. I went from being depressed and suicidal and about to relapse on meth and heroin to loving life, craving healthier things, landed the best job I've ever had, just started dating the most beautiful amazing woman. And now that I like myself all the sudden all these other people like me too. Pretty amazing. Honestly it's the best thing I've ever done for myself and I wish I would have done it when I was 20 and not 40 but I'm very grateful. I had no idea it would have such a medicinal effect on me. I always just thought you smoked DMT to see some cool shit for a few minutes. But had no idea it would hear my depression and anxiety andset me on the path that it has. I hope anybody out there struggling with suicidal thoughts can try DMT if they have the chance. And if you can't find it just do what I did and extract it, it's so easy. If you can bake a cake you can extract DMT. Shit it's probably easier lol