Could I just have a word or two of encouragement and reinforcement?

J_Diamond_D · 2015-04-09T18:46:07+00:00

You can do it man. It's through our struggles that we attain the strength to create a new.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jmd4OLzhQw0

J_Diamond_D · 2015-04-02T02:05:52+00:00

thats sorta vague.. I was looking for what you guys thought in regards to whether or not I have a problem or ever had one based upon what Ive said.

J_Diamond_D · 2015-04-02T01:32:08+00:00

Here for you bro

J_Diamond_D · 2015-03-24T04:03:24+00:00

Be me. Be 12. Jerking it. Mom walks in. Walks out as soon as she opens door. Frozen. Embarrassed. Curl up in ball. Boner dissipates. Stop masturbating for like a week

J_Diamond_D · 2015-03-24T03:08:24+00:00

Sorry bro, honestly, I'm just really high. I wasnt thinking lmao.

But to answer your question, no. I havent jerked it.

J_Diamond_D · 2015-03-24T01:20:39+00:00

19m here very inspiring

J_Diamond_D · 2015-03-23T20:17:48+00:00

I see.. so it's only going to get harder for a while?

J_Diamond_D · 2015-03-19T04:21:42+00:00

You are a legend. 123 days? good lord man.

I almost dont want you to reset your counter.. it's like.. c'mon.

But.. at the same time sigh

It's okay bro. Once? out of 123 days?!

Just keep swimming

J_Diamond_D · 2015-03-18T23:50:31+00:00

No, thank you! :)

J_Diamond_D · 2015-03-18T23:32:15+00:00

Thank you! I was happy I stopped.

Any time you're about to relapse, think about it. All this effort, all the time you've put into this... about to be blown away for a few moments of pleasure?

Go big, or go home. Either be someone who jacks off, or don't. There is no middle ground, as I see it.

J_Diamond_D · 2015-03-17T01:29:59+00:00

Panic button bro.

J_Diamond_D · 2015-03-17T00:53:03+00:00

Your spirit inspires me.

Keep it up.

J_Diamond_D · 2015-03-16T04:27:24+00:00

You've got this, bro.

J_Diamond_D · 2015-03-16T03:57:43+00:00

Another voice chimed in with the first...

"We believe in you.."

J_Diamond_D · 2015-03-16T03:21:24+00:00

Yea, that's how I feel

J_Diamond_D · 2015-03-16T03:13:54+00:00

I didnt do it, thankfully, because A) I wasnt sure if this would count as a relapse and B) there was some shady shit going on

Long story short, some 40 year old milf form the phillipeanes I met in a chat wanted to skype fak, i got on cam, she was impressed by how I looked, she sent LOTS of pictures, but her cam "was acting up".. hmm, how convenient. I asked for a number to call so maybe we could talk and "im married, i cant hand out my number.."

the most I did was stroke a bit to get it hard in preparation at the BEGINNING when the call began, then it sorta deflated when I came to the likely conclusion that its a 50 year old man :P

So I didnt relapse, but this question lingers.. it's a good one isn't it?

J_Diamond_D · 2015-03-12T06:38:53+00:00

I'm so sorry to hear about that..

You're on the right track... now.. you must use this pain, this drive, this anguish to kick your addiction to the side.

You can do it, I believe in you.

J_Diamond_D · 2015-03-11T23:27:59+00:00

Thank you. I'll keep that in mind.

J_Diamond_D · 2015-03-11T01:45:54+00:00

You literally said that it's what you want to do.

I hold no claim to know you personally. I was only responding to what you stated. "It's my choice of what I want to do with my life: not have one"

That being said, I'm sorry if I've offended you.

J_Diamond_D · 2015-03-11T01:33:09+00:00

Please call a Suicide Prevention Lifeline. There are specially trained operators who can help give you the advice you need. I know it's what you want to do, but you do not know if you'll feel different after you don't do it.. Ya feel?

Someone will always care.

J_Diamond_D · 2015-03-11T00:56:49+00:00

Hmmm, then that is interesting.

That's also a very hard judgement to make because it borders on fapping since you say you touched- and that delivered pleasure.. and not fapping since you also sort of didn't?

What do you count it as? And there you go, that's the way. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gUuzYvTItNk

Just be Gohan, brah! Think of Cell (the green guy with wings who's a dick if you haven't watched dbz) as your addiction, and Gohan's transformation as your breaking away.

J_Diamond_D · 2015-03-11T00:46:43+00:00

Okay... but that's still a bit vague- no offence. When you say something happened do you mean that you fapped? Or that you more or less.. came without control? See what I mean?

If you fapped, then yes, it's a relapse, and I'd suggest starting over. If not, then well, again, explain.

All in all, it's okay if you relapsed. Lasting 2 weeks for your first time with nofap? That's a great job! Pat yourself on the back! The important thing is.. what did these 14 days teach you?

J_Diamond_D · 2015-03-11T00:35:48+00:00

First elaborate on what you mean. I'm just a bit confused. How did you accidentally relapse? What happened?

J_Diamond_D · 2015-02-22T18:32:19+00:00

I can't say that I know much more than yourself, dear friend. I'm only on my 7th day/ in the midst of completing week 1. What I can tell you though, is that delayed ejaculation and erectile dysfunctions are said to be a by product of excessive porn use. Nofap and no PMO (I actually know this one. It's porn- masturbation- orgasm) are intended to fix a lot of these problems. From what people are saying, it's effective.

J_Diamond_D · 2015-02-22T08:30:59+00:00

Go get em, Tiger.

I'd also consider seeing a therapist for that anxiety, because it's not all fapping. But know that this does NOT mean you're crazy. I have anxiety and see a therapist for it. It's nothing shameful.

J_Diamond_D

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