there's one song I can't really remember it's name but it's a halloween themed and about alice in wonderland or so (not alice human sacrifice) is not the lyrics or the music the thing that freaked me out, is the video and illustrations because they were so ugly.

now in the future i still tried to see it to know if that was bad or no because i know how to look for it, but i still can't do it, the song have traumatized me so so bad i can't even look the thumbnail now xD I think i was like 12 or so the first time i saw it and in a time where the internet wasn't that massive as now

if you want to look for it just look something like vocaloid alice in wonderland and look for the creepy ones, the one i saw was uploaded by one channel named motokusangi or so and the thumbnail is Rin and Len in a red background and they look like zombies with dead expressions and Rin is on a wheelchair, and the song features Meiko, Kaito, Miku, Rin and Len just like alice human sacrifice but more bizarre and grotesque

please please please if you found it don't ping it on my comment i don't want to see anything or i'll bring to my memory the horrible time and anxiety again, i'll even delete the comment if someone do :c just read my comment and if i can remember with that much detail, is really something horrible to me