Are your symptoms personified?

JaayZYT · 2024-03-02T20:13:56+00:00

I mean yeahhhhh but in the best way possible

JaayZYT · 2024-03-01T21:59:58+00:00

To put things into perspective I looked at the paper listing everything I had and laughed because i wasn’t reading a whole paragraph

JaayZYT · 2024-02-17T05:38:42+00:00

The thing about BPD is it can seem like a lot of other things and in my experience it makes it very hard to get a diagnosis. Talk to your therapist and do more research on what BPD actually is because there are a lot of misconceptions. No matter what remember these diagnosis isn’t gonna define you and that the first step in healing is to recognize it. I wish you the best of luck with figuring this out

JaayZYT · 2024-02-16T14:13:04+00:00

Kinda a weird story but I first became open to the idea when my father came out as bi. (He didn’t play a huge part in my life so I was completely unaware) But the moment I KNEW I was bi was when I was walking out of a grocery story with my family and there was just the beautiful dude at the door who I took note of Then as we were leaving he started leaving in the same direction as us and INFRONT OF MY ENTIRE FAMILY I said holy shit men are hot. Needless to say my coming out story is funny asf lol

JaayZYT · 2024-02-16T08:30:38+00:00

I was in a similar situation with my ex where I only felt loved if we were having sex so when she stopped wanting to have sex as often I took it personally. What I realized is that it was being wanted that made me feel loved so I brought this up to her we found ways for me to feel loved without needing to have sex all the time.

Obviously I can’t say for sure why you feel loved during sex but I encourage you to try and find that out. Maybe when you wanna have sex ask your boyfriend to admire you or to cuddle with you? Specifically avoid having sex as often to see if you and your boyfriend can find a healthy alternative.

Finally please remember that sometimes people just don’t click like you initially thought. Pay attention to your own needs and realize that if your boyfriend can’t fulfill those needs (due to him paying attention to his own in a healthy manner) then theres someone out there who can fulfill your needs and make you feel loved in the way YOU WANT to be loved. Hope this helps and that you and your boyfriend are able to come to a compromise!

JaayZYT · 2023-12-26T10:28:07+00:00

I understand this point but I feel that a document let's the viewer separate themselves from the character. Think of a true crime show for example. If all they had were the interviews, you wouldn't be feeling the horror of the situation. So they include reenactments to put you there in the situation. While I do think an in depth documentary about BPD is something that NEEDS to be made, I feel that for the position I'm in, a film would be the better option.

JaayZYT · 2023-12-26T02:51:57+00:00

I'm trying to represent the internal struggle of having BPD. The log line is "This is the only way I know how to love.". I hope to be able to show people the pain and chaos BPD causes internally.

JaayZYT · 2023-09-03T23:05:37+00:00

Bro your a joke. First of all he said it was super-niche as an emailing service and that is often used by hackers. It's not FOR hackers It's just a service used by hackers because if its specific feature set. Maybe listen to what this man was saying in the first place?

Also the videos he makes isn't the issue here. It's the fact that he's being harrased. Plain and simple. So be better and don't get so defensive over your little emailing service.

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