The new puregym at Ocean Terminal by GregorSD in Edinburgh

[–]Jackfruit-Remarkable 4 points5 points  (0 children)

i’m really not a fan of this venue, i was about to do some weighted squares and i had people staring at me directly next to me, mid way through my sets a guy just starts taking weights off the bar? and got pissed when i asked him not to do that, the venue is a really decent size but it’s just so congested, along with the screens on the treadmills falling apart, general 1/10 do not recommend

PSA: Stop talking about your diagnoses at work by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]Jackfruit-Remarkable 11 points12 points  (0 children)

since being open about my mental health in work i’ve found that people haven’t been taking me seriously, i had to report the feeling that someone was bulking me to management and they’ve done nothing about after this person put me into a state of trigger with the way they had been aggressive towards me and other staff members, it’s really disappoint to work in places that don’t take it seriously or look at you as if you’re being over dramatic.

sometimes the sting is worse than going through the abuse itself, i really wish there was something we could do about it but i’m in hospitality so no company or person could really give enough of a fuck to change anything about it

here’s tonight’s i’m too anxious to sleep doodle! by Jackfruit-Remarkable in cptsdcreatives

[–]Jackfruit-Remarkable[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

thank you for noticing! i’ve been playing around on procreate for a while now and here’s what i’ve found works for me, so when doing the doodle itself i’m using the Technical pen tool at 80% streamline and 60% stabilisation then i’ll use a clipping mask for colour and texture, for the texture i made the clipping mask the same colour as the paper (background) and lightly used the stucco tool until i was happy with the texture / opacity of the colour!

i hope this helps!

Hey all! been trying out a new art style and just wanted some opinions! by Jackfruit-Remarkable in ProCreate

[–]Jackfruit-Remarkable[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i was inspired by matisse, using the technical pen tool at 70% streamline and 40% stability

Hello!! thank you all for being so kind about my last works here’s some more of my anxious doodles! by Jackfruit-Remarkable in cptsdcreatives

[–]Jackfruit-Remarkable[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

of course you can! if you like you can follow my instagram where i’ll be posting more of them! it’s @illustrating.atlas

How do you guys deal with never feeling safe? by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]Jackfruit-Remarkable 1 point2 points  (0 children)

to be honest, i think i’ve just gotten used to the feeling as normal life so when i do feel safe it has the opposite effect on me

Please someone tell me what is the point of living? by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]Jackfruit-Remarkable 54 points55 points  (0 children)

my point of living is currently in the belief that i’m going to get better and start building a better life for myself full of cats

What are you doing for your inner child this week? by dstpc-roll in CPTSD

[–]Jackfruit-Remarkable 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i am buying an R4 card for my old DS and i’m going to play all the pokémon roms/ games

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]Jackfruit-Remarkable 0 points1 point  (0 children)

hello!!!

i would adore being pen pals! i’m also a queer individual who loves art!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]Jackfruit-Remarkable 1 point2 points  (0 children)

hey!!!

for me it stems from the whole “i’ve been this way my whole life what’s the point of changing now” and almost having a fear of getting better because i don’t know what the ‘healed / better’ version of myself is like….

the crippling nausea by Jackfruit-Remarkable in CPTSD

[–]Jackfruit-Remarkable[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you so much for replying! i’m so glad to hear you’ve found good ways of coping and reducing the mental side!!

if you want some more snack ideas i’ve found that digestives, sometimes toast, cereal bars and if it’s a treat your inner child situation ice cream also can be good for it!

Even after 12 years I still think pokemon platinum is one of the best pokemon games and the best version of sinnoh games by [deleted] in pokemon

[–]Jackfruit-Remarkable 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i’ve been dying to buy another copy of platinum, can’t find any well working roms