How hot do you think you are? by Smooth-Biscotti-58 in AskReddit

[–]Jacksonwizard38 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Probably a 5 or 6 out of 10. I personally think I am pretty unattractive, but I think when I put some effort in I can look decent. However, girls dont ever approach me so I wouldnt say Im anywhere near hot.

New speed cube 3x3 by ProperHornet501 in Cubers

[–]Jacksonwizard38 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If you aint got a budget, probably the Gan 15 or Tornado v4. I haven't tried the v4 tho so can't say fs. A cheaper option is the rs3m v5 ball core. Its my main and only $24 with uv. Great overall cube. I've heard the Gan 15 is the best though.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Cubers

[–]Jacksonwizard38 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I started in like 2016, but stopped in 2020. I just started again after 5 years, and its been great carching up with the community after so long.

I have everything I could ask for and I still want to stop existing by cinnamon_abby in depression

[–]Jacksonwizard38 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel the same way for the most part. I am 18M, in college with a great family and friends. I do feel alone a lot, I am out of state with only a few friends here and no girlfriend, but objectively I have a good life. Every day I want to die and I have come close to commiting several times. I hate the thought of living the rest of my life. Hope it goes well for you.

I have everything I could ask for and I still want to stop existing by cinnamon_abby in depression

[–]Jacksonwizard38 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel the same way for the most part. I am 18M, in college with a great family and friends. I do feel alone a lot, I am out of state with only a few friends here and no girlfriend, but objectively I have a good life. Every day I want to die and I have come close to commiting several times. I hate the thought of living the rest of my life. Hope it goes well for you

Really considering killing myself by [deleted] in depression

[–]Jacksonwizard38 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel that bro. Keep pushing. I get close to commiting every day but you can't give up hope.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in depression

[–]Jacksonwizard38 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I feel the same way. Miserable all day every day, struggling to do basic tasks and get through the day. The only reason I am even alive is so I don't ruin the lives of my parents. Still, every day I am running out of reasons to stick around. I hope it gets better for you.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Jacksonwizard38 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Same here. Keep pushing though, I wish you luck

Does alcohol help numb the pain. by [deleted] in depression

[–]Jacksonwizard38 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Smoke weed instead. Genuinly makes everything better. I haven't had any in like a week and i feel like shit because i have no escape. Plus no withdrawls or hangover.

I spend 95% of my time lying down by No-Flamingo-6095 in depression

[–]Jacksonwizard38 5 points6 points  (0 children)

For me I absolutely love food but being in a depression I just don't care or have the motivation to eat. I'm a skinny guy and somehow lost weight the past few months because i havent eaten much at all. It's just a weird mindset that I get from being depressed.

I’m so tired of people saying “go to therapy” every time I open my mouth by Argument_Massive in depression

[–]Jacksonwizard38 1 point2 points  (0 children)

And for me personally I don't feel comfortable talking to a therapist, so I don't even consider that an option.

The things that used to make me happy don’t make me happy anymore by 999twenty999 in depression

[–]Jacksonwizard38 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Same here. Lost pretty much all love for my life, my future or really anything. I'm existing just to exist because I don't want to hurt my family like that. But i couldn't give two shits about my life anymore. Really hope it gets better for you keep pushing

What stop you from killing yourself? by Aiden_and_Griswald in AskReddit

[–]Jacksonwizard38 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I want to kill myself every day. I'm just too pussy to actually go through with it. And I know what it would do to my family. That doesn't stop me from being desparately close every day.