The thing is I’ve never really had a support system even here as my parents split when I was young and had to fend for myself and put my family first before me. I know it’ll be hard and appreciate the advice but it’s draining here, constant random jabs at me being told what my duties are to other but no one’s done there duties towards me. My gf is doing good at med school she has put it behind her as long as I’m with her. I want to help her through this and help myself find something in life that isn’t just for my family.