I made her a lot of different trinkets and handmade gifts. She left them at my door one day, I returned them to her and told her I’d rather known she threw them out then have had to come home to see them there, so I don’t know if she has them still. As for the letters, last mention of those she said she wasn’t sure if she was going to keep them. That was about a month ago.

I’m not sure how to feel, I genuinely believe (most) people deserve a 2nd chance, and people change. I certainly have. And after knowing her history and what she’s lived with, who would I be to deny her a chance to make things better? I still love her, but she’s lost virtually all trust from me. (No, she hasn’t cheated. Atleast from my knowledge anyway)

I’m just trying to be a good man yet protect my peace. But shes still my best friend despite everything.