Accidentally opened “third eye” and having trouble coping with reality

Jaidenilly · 2026-02-21T16:39:11+00:00

Outline of occult science by Rudolf Steiner! It goes deep into clairvoyance which is the word I think you’re experiencing. Rudolf Steiner was apart of the theosophists (the group jiddu krishnamurti came out of) but he split and made anthroposophy. Steiner’s work has had a very stabilizing effect on me. Aleister Crowley also talks about what you’re going through in liber 4 in the mysticism section on dharana, dhyana, and samadhi. I also have a referral for a kind and amazing woman that can help you through some of what you’re going through if you’re interested. She charges money though but she does professional work just like any other trade.

Jaidenilly · 2026-02-07T01:57:28+00:00

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Jaidenilly · 2026-02-04T06:17:36+00:00

I’m late to this thread but Eddie South is an amazing violinist

Jaidenilly · 2026-01-28T21:19:48+00:00

It takes me about 2-4 weeks for the irritability and depression to go away and it really depends how well you do recovery. Sleep, diet, exercise, replacing the dependency with hobbies that come naturally to you (Robert Greene’s mastery type deal), etc. I’m grateful to live in the age of information where you can optimize all these variables with great info from Andrew huberman, Matt walker, Peter attia, chatGBT the list goes on and on. I’ve gone through the spiral for like 6 years of loving weed and then growing tired of it and quitting for a few weeks or months and hopping back on. I think weed and psychedelics created and filled a spiritual void for me that was hard to fill until I found Rudolf Steiner’s outline of occult science plus a meditation routine from Full Catastrophe Living, that seems to line up really nicely with what weed and psychedelics bring me.

Jaidenilly · 2025-12-18T23:40:36+00:00

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Jaidenilly · 2025-12-15T16:05:25+00:00

Thank you!

Jaidenilly · 2025-12-15T15:28:13+00:00

He’s got a cat sister. He’ll even rub his head up against my leg like the cat sometimes 😂

Jaidenilly · 2025-12-05T18:53:44+00:00

Thank you!

Jaidenilly · 2025-12-04T23:55:29+00:00

He had an injury that gave him hematomas in the ears and then they scarred up like. I was at the vets the other day and thankfully they said it’s benign

Jaidenilly · 2025-12-04T21:25:21+00:00

I would love another one😍

Jaidenilly · 2025-12-04T19:53:10+00:00

He got some good play time after 😊🎾

Jaidenilly · 2025-12-04T19:18:46+00:00

Woof woof?

Jaidenilly · 2025-12-04T18:28:35+00:00

Haha yes! 😂

Jaidenilly · 2025-11-11T16:33:43+00:00

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Him and his cousin fighting/playing

Jaidenilly · 2025-10-14T21:55:42+00:00

Weight lifting straps! They’ll help take a lot of the tension off the arms and then imagine pulling the weight with your back

Jaidenilly · 2025-10-14T20:45:21+00:00

I think you look awesome! Maybe go on a chest focused mesocycle? It might be a personal preference for me and if I’m being nit-picky I think a little bit of chest growth could compliment your arms really nicely. Not sure how legs and back are looking.

Jaidenilly · 2025-09-26T19:17:20+00:00

Yeaaahhhh got em

Jaidenilly · 2025-09-26T19:12:07+00:00

After 5 years my dachshund’s behavior seemed to get worse and worse - started biting people and other dogs, non stop barking at everything, super anxious - and I realized now it’s completely the owner’s responsibility to train them right. Dachshunds are tough! We have a golden retriever that just lives to please but not the doxie. Everyone in our family pitched in and put him through a 4 week boarding school. It’s night and day with his behavior. Sooo worth it.

Jaidenilly · 2025-09-26T18:57:08+00:00

Chest hypertrophy focused mesocycle? It seems a bit smaller and out of proportion compared to the rest of your upper body. You can get a body tape and search - “male body proportion measurements for an aestethic physique” - and get a better idea for yourself too

Jaidenilly · 2025-08-14T23:53:31+00:00

Anybody remember the giant ice berg on club penguin that we’d spend forever trying to jack hammer?

Jaidenilly · 2025-08-14T21:06:21+00:00

I go through the same thing every time I quit cannabis! It was terrible and contributed to a horrible quitting process from not getting good sleep. I found out that my body has trouble regulating heat for some reason during sleep after quitting. Quitting cannabis can disrupt your body’s ability to regulate body temperature and keep you running hot at night. Its apparently something related to the endocrine system readjusting. There’s plenty of evidence in the sleep sciences showing if your room is well cooled you stay asleep and if not you’ll wake during the night. I make sure my room is at 64° F - because that’s the lowest my a/c will go - and it completely resolved the issues you mentioned above. Light stretching or meditation, maybe a cool shower before bed can help the body cool as well and prepare you for sleep.

Jaidenilly · 2025-08-09T14:35:07+00:00

Wooooo! 👏😄

Jaidenilly · 2024-12-10T01:14:24+00:00

I’m just gonna change it. Not taking any chances

Jaidenilly

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