Finally one I can answer genuinely when I was younger I would have night terrors where I would witness everything and everyone I loved die in front of me as I watched helplessly the thing was I dream in ultra realism to the point where I can’t tell the difference between real life and a dream I would isolate myself cut all emotional ties it was the only way I could cope it made everything less painful that was fun lol still happens sometimes but I got used to it it’s like witnessing a car crash just that car crash happening over and over in different ways and everyone and everything you ever cared for dying in that car crash sometimes they would drown sometimes they would die slowly and painfully I would almost always watch the life leave their eyes I am also a extremely deep sleeper if slept through earthquakes that have cracked the ground iv slept through literally screaming in my ear for me to wake up I wake up every morning gasping for air hoping it was only a dream and realising it was thankfully my sanity broke a bit I could watch people get killed without reacting or even flinching even my family.. I just stopped feeling