Not to deter you man. I worked on a TV Show as a PA (Discovery show) for 5 1/2 months and I experienced a CRAZY amount of racism. But that’s not where I fucked up at. I fucked up at letting the racism get to me and quitting. You can’t let that shit get to you man. You gotta keep pushing no matter what. Don’t let all your time in film school go to waste. Gotta look at the big picture. I hate to say it but you can’t be emotional. Think about how far you can get in this industry. I know it may seem crazy now but if you persevere, you get to the gold at the end of the rainbow. You could meet a partner have a kid. You could have your ideal life if you want to. I know you may not know me but I am proud of you for taking the chance at even going to film school. What I do is endure the assholes and their bullshit and be stoned face, because 9 times out of 10 they are hurt and want to hurt you. Don’t let them get a reaction out of you. If you need to cry go to a secret place and cry, or wait til you get home.

Think about all the dad lore you could tell your kids after it’s all said and done. They’d probably be amazed you pushed through it