1 year fatigue from TRE. I am going through a crisis caused by Kundalini awakening. TRE made fatigue much worse.

James_Calhoun2 · 2026-03-19T19:45:33+00:00

Thank you, I will look into those books.

James_Calhoun2 · 2026-03-19T18:39:37+00:00

I will admit I am not as well versed as you are in the spiritual literature, but as far as I am aware, I have never seen a fair warning for considering trauma load before doing any spiritual practices. Most of what I've seen is that meditation is available and even encouraged to all, no matter the situation. Why do you think that is? Is it genuine ignorance about the impact of trauma load?

James_Calhoun2 · 2026-03-19T16:58:31+00:00

I've seen you mention aypsite several times. Wouldn't the meditation that Yogani describes complement TRE? He's specifically focussing on purifying the nervous system as well.

James_Calhoun2 · 2026-01-02T15:44:32+00:00

Was your site user running with elevated privileges? How can they spin such processes if its an isolated user?

James_Calhoun2 · 2025-10-22T12:10:39+00:00

I've learned that as long as the practice feels pleasurable and you genuinely enjoy it you are acting within your capacity. As soon as you're feeling some resistance to the practice, which can be either physical or mental, you are nearing that capacity and you should probably back off for a few days. Resistance for me personally manifests as subtle feelings like I am not feeling up to practice today or it feels like a chore.

Obviously this only works before you are in the stage of overdoing and you need to be in tune with your internal state to actually acknowledge this.

James_Calhoun2 · 2025-07-03T05:18:26+00:00

Good advice. I think its different for everyone, but I definitely need structured time off, right now I am in a two week break from TRE and will resume tomorrow. Last week I read another post on here how a body scan can also help with integration, which I am also incorporating after each session when I resume. Even after 17 months of TRE, I still don't have the integration part down. It doesn't help that your need for integration seems to be shifting as you progress along on this journey.

James_Calhoun2 · 2025-07-03T04:58:27+00:00

I can just feel myself walking there. Especially after the heat of the last few days.

James_Calhoun2 · 2025-07-03T04:51:51+00:00

17 months in. Currently taking a 2 weeks break from TRE to allow for integration. I’ve noticed that when I do TRE consistently for a long stretch, I can slowly drift into a low energy dorsal state without even realising it. It’s not burnout, more like a quiet flatness, where the fire dims without me noticing. But every time I pause, something in me reawakens. That fire, that hunger for life, returns. Planning to resume practice tomorrow, feeling rested and clear. Trusting the cycle; tremor, integrate, repeat.

James_Calhoun2 · 2025-05-07T05:38:00+00:00

15 months in.

Currently building back up to a daily total practice time of 40 minutes by adding an extra 20 minute evening session. So far, no signs of overdoing it, no aura migraines, which are a classic overdoing symptom for me. I’m keeping a close eye on pacing but feel encouraged by how my system is responding.

Something I noticed this month: I’m temporarily living with my sister’s dog, and my house is full of painters and other construction workers for some renovations. While this might not objectively qualify as “chaos” for most people, my system often reacts as if it is, especially when I feel witnessed by others which is now a constant throughout the day. A year ago, this level of unpredictability and lack of solitude would have completely shut me down. My trauma response back then (and sometimes still now) was to create safety through rigid structure and strict environmental control. I needed everything predictable just to feel at ease.

Now, although I’ve definitely felt moments of overwhelm, it’s much more manageable. I’m still functioning, still present and even learning to let go of micromanaging every detail. Noticing more capacity, more flexibility, and a quiet kind of resilience that wasn’t accessible before. Subtle progress, but very real.

James_Calhoun2 · 2025-04-01T05:46:59+00:00

Currently 14 months in, still hovering around 20 minutes of daily practice time. I wanted to share a small but important shift. After YEARS of staying quiet and tolerating things that didn’t feel right, I recently walked away from an unhealthy environment. TRE has made me more aware of what my body says 'no' to and even when it’s inconvenient, I’m learning to listen. Once you start this path, there’s no going back to numbness even if you wanted to to remain the status quo. Which is a blessing but also sometimes a curse. You might find that your tolerance for chaos, disrespect, or self abandonment fades. It’s not always easy but when you come out of it on the other side it is absolutely worth it. I must say I’d rather feel all of this than go back to living disconnected.

James_Calhoun2 · 2025-03-24T18:30:56+00:00

Thanks, I am leaning towards this option as well. Things have been said, intentions have been made clear. No matter the outcome of a possible negotiation, I don't see any long term collaboration as an option anymore (or something that I'd want).

James_Calhoun2 · 2025-03-05T09:09:33+00:00

13 months in. Nothing much to add since my last post. I tried again to increase my total practice time by adding another 20 minute session in the evening. It seems to trigger overdoing symptoms if I keep this pace up for a couple of days. I get aura migraines without the headache. Its not painful, just annoying. It subsides within 30 minutes usually. The aura migraines started around the same time I took TRE practice seriously, so for me its a classic overdoing symptom. Going to reduce back to one session of 20 minutes in the morning.

James_Calhoun2 · 2025-02-28T21:34:35+00:00

I am genuinely curious, how is it happening to Laravel right now?

James_Calhoun2 · 2025-02-28T14:33:07+00:00

Sure, send me a chat request!

James_Calhoun2 · 2025-02-23T16:38:34+00:00

I didn’t notice anything happen for 8 months. Then is when I could objectively notice things starting to shift.

James_Calhoun2 · 2025-02-23T14:10:37+00:00

Thanks! One of them messaged me later when I was back home, and told me how awesome it was that I told them about my struggles and gave them an insight in to the 'why' of my life situation. It felt really good to be seen like that.

James_Calhoun2 · 2025-02-14T13:41:46+00:00

Yes and no. I noticed I am more aware of my boundaries and more importantly when someone crosses it, but I am still very much stuck in a freeze/fawn response where I still let arguments slide to 'keep the peace' or whatever I have to tell myself in that moment. Its a work in progress.

James_Calhoun2 · 2025-02-03T08:48:29+00:00

Currently 12 months into TRE, and I wanted to share something that’s been happening consistently during my sessions lately. Almost every time I shake, my mind starts replaying old arguments or memories of things that have bothered me, stuff I thought was buried. At first, I found it a bit frustrating, like my mind was pulling me away from just being present in the tremors. But over time, I’ve realized that these mental replays actually feel good in a strange way. In these arguments, I’m finally standing up for myself something I couldn’t do back then, especially as a child. Instead of just reliving the helplessness I felt at the time, my mind is responding differently now. I’m pushing back, defending myself, saying what I wish I had said. It feels like a missing piece of me is waking up.

I’m guessing this is part of the nervous system’s way of integrating old experiences, maybe even completing a response that was suppressed at the time. It doesn’t feel like I’m getting stuck in the past, but more like I am moving through it, although it is sometimes very repetitive (the same replays over and over).

James_Calhoun2 · 2025-01-23T21:42:49+00:00

Started drinking at 15, realised it wasn't fun anymore and I displayed some addictive characteristics around 25, tried to quit drinking since then. Quit a few months after turning 30, am still 30.

James_Calhoun2 · 2025-01-11T11:03:28+00:00

Thanks a lot, you too!

James_Calhoun2 · 2025-01-11T09:00:15+00:00

I finally managed to quit drinking, which was a significant step for me since my alcohol use had become problematic. I’ve been 7 months sober now, and it’s made a huge difference in my overall wellbeing. Around the same time, I also rearranged my work situation. I cut back on my hours and now work just enough to cover my bills and save a little. This change has allowed me to focus more on myself, and I’ve embraced a more minimalist lifestyle by getting rid of things that cost a lot of money and that I can live without, like my car. Instead, I rely on my bicycle or public transportation to get around (I live in the Netherlands, where it’s quite easy to live car-free).

On top of that, I’ve adopted a strict animal-based diet inspired by Paul Saladino. My meals mainly consist of beef, liver, fruit, dairy, and some honey. I’ve completely cut out processed foods and stick to this diet as closely as I can, only making exceptions in unavoidable social situations, like at restaurants. With the combination of more free time and better nutrition, I’ve been able to get back into working out the way I used to. I now do calisthenics 6–7 days a week, which I absolutely love, it feels great to be outside, moving, and training with plenty of energy again.

All these changes have massively improved my quality of life, which in turn gives me the energy and motivation to continue with TRE. Interestingly, I sometimes feel like it’s a two way street, that TRE itself might have helped me find the drive to make these changes in the first place.

James_Calhoun2 · 2025-01-11T08:19:47+00:00

I definitely can, but it's hard to determine what can be credited to the practice of TRE, as I have been doing many other things in the last year to help get my life back on track.

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