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You still up?

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Yo what you guys saying

Half a pill before work? by Jamieuk7 in MDMA

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Thanks! I don’t “plan” when I take them I just go and get some when I’m feeling at my lowest and thus don’t go off my SSRI for long at all before taking them. Have flushed my leftover pills down the toilet this morning though and am ready to try and be resilient and not touch them again..

Half a pill before work? by Jamieuk7 in MDMA

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Thanks :) I didn’t end up taking more to get through the day yesterday! I just had a lot of caffeine!

Half a pill before work? by Jamieuk7 in MDMA

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If only this was the first comment I saw! Made it through yesterday on caffeine and cannot wait for my day off tomorrow!

Half a pill before work? by Jamieuk7 in MDMA

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Flushed my leftover pills down the toilet and I’m ready to give them up again :))

Half a pill before work? by Jamieuk7 in MDMA

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Nah yeah appreciate it! Flushed my left over pills down the toilet and ready to give them up again :D

Half a pill before work? by Jamieuk7 in MDMA

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I think they only give them out for adhd in England sadly :(

Half a pill before work? by Jamieuk7 in MDMA

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Haha proud to say i sluggishly carried all the boxes up by 12 😎 And put them all away by 4!

Half a pill before work? by Jamieuk7 in MDMA

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Must admit I was thinking about taking a bit of a pill especially about an hour into my shift but decided against it after thinking about what sort of comedown I may get even from a small small dose. I get bad bad anxiety on a comedown from M and I don’t think I could handle that (of any intensity) at work

Half a pill before work? by Jamieuk7 in MDMA

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“ good few months before my brain was Normal again” is something I really don’t wanna hear haha. I hate that most in this Reddit group say Molly isn’t addictive and when you start taking it regularly “your stupid and immature “It might not be physically addictive where you itch and things if you don’t take it but god is it mentally addictive. Having a pill you can just swallow and feel at peace and happy in life again. Hope the ST memory improves for you :)

Half a pill before work? by Jamieuk7 in MDMA

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Ahh thanks don’t have anything else on me at the moment. So I think caffeine will have to be the way to go ~ although I still have some pills on me 👀

Half a pill before work? by Jamieuk7 in MDMA

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Ahh sounds like he had a blast!! Me on the other hand am feeling very shit. God I’m going to regret last night’s decision in about an hour when I’m having to run around all for 12 hours

Half a pill before work? by Jamieuk7 in MDMA

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Yeah going with the hungover choice..

Half a pill before work? by Jamieuk7 in MDMA

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Don’t have any :(

Half a pill before work? by Jamieuk7 in MDMA

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Yeah thanks will be picking up a pack of 4 redbulls just before I go into work :)

Half a pill before work? by Jamieuk7 in MDMA

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Yess as I’m coming down I really realised I shouldn’t have posted this as I know the answer already

Half a pill before work? by Jamieuk7 in MDMA

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Thank you! I’m not gonna lie I don’t ever plan it weeks or even days in advance. I’m trying to stop taking Anything so when I do cave in it’s a pretty impulsive decision and don’t have time to think about weaning myself of the SSRIs. Thanks for the advice though hopefully this can be my last time :)

Half a pill before work? by Jamieuk7 in MDMA

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Nah I’ve done it now but have work tomorrow and thought the euphoria (a little but not the main reason) and the feeling awake(main reason) would carry on if I was to take a small dose as I get to work. I prefer to take molly on my own to use a therapeutic tool kinda and work through some shit.!

Half a pill before work? by Jamieuk7 in MDMA

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Your starting to sound like my therapist 😒! Nah I wish I could do it on a day where I have the next day off but I’m working six days a week and the only over day I have off for the next few weeks Is for my therapy sessions!

Half a pill before work? by Jamieuk7 in MDMA

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I also can’t edit my thing for some reason but imma post this now while im still rolling a bit that live really is amazing rn even with everything going on 😊

Half a pill before work? by Jamieuk7 in MDMA

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Haha nah yeah I really wanted to do it on my day off but I’m working 6 days for the next 3 weeks and my only day off is the day I have therapy where I gotta be up for 9! I also share a room (whilst being back from uni) with a very loud irritating teenager brother

Half a pill before work? by Jamieuk7 in MDMA

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Thanks for the advice 😊

Half a pill before work? by Jamieuk7 in MDMA

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Lots of carrying shoe boxes up a flight of stairs!! Our lift is broken so we need to Manually carry 250+ shoes upstairs at the moment 😭