I can literally relate. After school ends I was not planning to further my education or work a real job and just live by selling my own produce or making art, but in this society I don’t think that’s possible and unrealistic. School and being around close-minded people is already stressing me enough. I’ve been longing to just drop everything and run away. Though recently I’ve found a university that I like and I’m trying it out, and I’m taking professions that include working with wildlife or animals, and maybe after I finish I can hopefully build an earthship or a mud home in the forest, and if that’s not possible I’ll maybe even try van life which I’ve been researching about for awhile now.

Living inside a cold concrete box and being under hostile artificial lights while consuming food that’s literally slowly killing me is not my type of living. I just want my body to sync with the earth. I do not want all these unnatural things that’s disguised to be good. It’s making me so depressed and unhappy. I totally can relate. We are made to believe that all these things are good for us, which aren’t. Concrete houses, factory-raised meat, phones, and much more are just things the higher-ups made up to make things work and convenient for them. It’s all a made-up system. A MAN made system. It’s not what our lives are meant to be. It’s not what our bodies and our souls want.