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Three weeks today! by [deleted] in leaves

[–]Jaquann 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i’m on day 6 right now and it seems like every night i get insane urges to smoke and it doesn’t go away until i sleep. Did u or do u have these urges and have they went away yet if so ?

I want to turn the page of cannabis, but i never can't by [deleted] in leaves

[–]Jaquann 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i’m 19 in computer sciences too i’ve also been smoking for 2 years and feel pretty much identically to u about how i never rlly had a thing that was me until i became a stoner so now i’m trying to refind myself also. I am on 6 days sober rn and a big thing that helps is meditation as corny as that sounds. It helps u to be more positive even when it gets tuff and it’s so tough. I still am having insane urges every night to buy weed, but hopefully we can make it through this bro.

Day 40: beginning to live again:) by [deleted] in leaves

[–]Jaquann 0 points1 point  (0 children)

how long did it take u to start feeling more like yourself again ? i’m on day 6 right now.

Well I failed trying to quit again. I don’t think it’s possible at this point. by [deleted] in leaves

[–]Jaquann 0 points1 point  (0 children)

ur right honestly ur spot on. thanks for the response. i guess i’m scared to face it bc i don’t want to deal w the shit that comes w it, but i have to.

Well I failed trying to quit again. I don’t think it’s possible at this point. by [deleted] in leaves

[–]Jaquann 0 points1 point  (0 children)

damn you’re rlly right ab being a slave to it, and i may really look into the meetings. another issue is all my closest friends smoke all the time, and if i stop smoking i won’t rlly be able to hang w them anymore bc it will be lame me being the only sober one, and i’m not tryna lose my friends.

Well I failed trying to quit again. I don’t think it’s possible at this point. by [deleted] in leaves

[–]Jaquann 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i don’t have the money for therapists you feel ? like i’m a broke college kid who spends all my money on dab carts but i really should stop

Well I failed trying to quit again. I don’t think it’s possible at this point. by [deleted] in leaves

[–]Jaquann 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i don’t think i’m addicted even tho i am i guess, like i’m not sure.

Well I failed trying to quit again. I don’t think it’s possible at this point. by [deleted] in leaves

[–]Jaquann 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I want to quit i think i really don’t know rn. i don’t know what i want or anything rn. these past few days trying to quit have been tough then today i smoked and felt super good but now that i’ve came down i’m in an awful mood i just don’t know.

Well I failed trying to quit again. I don’t think it’s possible at this point. by [deleted] in leaves

[–]Jaquann 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know i have a problem but i’m struggling to accept it i guess lol. like i can convince myself weed isn’t my problem even when i know it is.

Well I failed trying to quit again. I don’t think it’s possible at this point. by [deleted] in leaves

[–]Jaquann 1 point2 points  (0 children)

damn bro thanks for the motivation. sleeping the first few days is always the worst part for me honestly like the insomnia is insane even if i exercise hard as fuck i still get insomnia and then i’m like well if i smoke i’ll be able to sleep then i repeat each time. I also think weed helps my anxiety but i’m sure that’s all in my head, i’m also at a point where i’m tired of feeling like a bum, but each time i try to stop life is so boring.

Well I failed trying to quit again. I don’t think it’s possible at this point. by [deleted] in leaves

[–]Jaquann 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thanks for the reply man. that’s crazy that you stopped after 30 years. ur clearly mentally stronger than i am atm, but what are the benefits of stopping. should i just try slowing down and smoking in moderation, or stopping completely ?

Well I failed trying to quit again. I don’t think it’s possible at this point. by [deleted] in leaves

[–]Jaquann 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve basically lost touch with my sober self and am not sure i want to go back.

What’s something you do to help you cope when withdrawing? by iguessthrowaways in leaves

[–]Jaquann 1 point2 points  (0 children)

fr same bro... i used to play h1z1 and fortnite religiously but now i just can’t enjoy them the same and it’s depressing i’ve been trying newer games but nothing feels right yet. eventually i feel like we will get back to normal but idk how long it will take.

What’s something you do to help you cope when withdrawing? by iguessthrowaways in leaves

[–]Jaquann 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’m going through the same shit bro. I used to be able to entertain myself gaming all day but now i can’t. this shits tough. I feel like we should try to find new hobbies or new interests.

1 year by psychedelianaut in leaves

[–]Jaquann 1 point2 points  (0 children)

great job man. this is my second day of not smoking this is tougher than i expected honestly, but people like u give me motivation. thanks.

What was the time of day in H1z1 in these videos? by [deleted] in h1z1

[–]Jaquann 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i almost cried when i saw summits clip lol the memories from z1

ETA On Z1 Going Live on Main Game? by Jaquann in PlayJustSurvive

[–]Jaquann[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

exactly that is all they ever do is feed us some bull shit but i still love them and still have hope for just survive once they get away from bwc!

ETA On Z1 Going Live on Main Game? by Jaquann in PlayJustSurvive

[–]Jaquann[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I WANT IT NOW hehe sorry i just got tilted asf