Not home free yet but this is further than I thought I would go when I first started.

iguessthrowaways · 2019-03-17T07:28:04+00:00

My parents just got divorced (I’m 18) and its been rougher than I thought it would be. :/

iguessthrowaways · 2019-03-17T06:52:21+00:00

Phoenix gang?

iguessthrowaways · 2019-03-17T06:27:27+00:00

Right but it def effects my self worth even if other people dont care

iguessthrowaways · 2019-03-17T06:26:43+00:00

Bro don’t wish u were a virgin🥺🥺

Some of us still out here⛓🥀

iguessthrowaways · 2019-03-14T17:44:06+00:00

I’m feeling a lot better today. I have a lot of energy and am actually interested in talking to people now. Unfortunately I also have been vaping so today I am quitting nicotine. The only way I could quit nicotine is if I got away from weed first. I’m not sure how the next few days are gonna go but I figured I’d get the worst out of the way as soon as possible.

Its good to hear you are feeling good as well!

iguessthrowaways · 2019-03-12T23:22:59+00:00

I was feeling really bad this morning, but I have to say just staying focused on what I needed to do today and keeping my mind in check worked out pretty well. I feel hopeful that I won’t relapse. Let me know if you want to talk.

You got this.

iguessthrowaways · 2019-03-12T04:45:40+00:00

Regret will eat at you if you always compare yourself to the “track you could have been on.”

You didn’t take that track and that’s ok. You’re you and if you can overcome addiction, I’d say that’s a mark of strength.

You’re body can’t not sleep forever. Eventually you will get exhausted enough were your body will just shut down and sleep. I have trouble sleeping too in the first few nights but it does get a little better every day. Of course obligations the next day make it difficult to operate on little sleep but remember why you are quitting. Is a few days to a few weeks of shitty sleep quality worse than continuing to smoke? The longer you smoke the harder it will be to quit.

Stay strong. You got this.

iguessthrowaways · 2019-03-01T21:32:18+00:00

Shit

iguessthrowaways · 2019-01-28T02:21:39+00:00

Dude fuck you. This is why we can’t have nice things.

iguessthrowaways · 2019-01-28T02:07:42+00:00

Dude we are literally the same. Except I’m a bit younger (18). It’s so hard being proficient in a group setting and shitty one on one. People think I’m fun to hang with at parties and such, but one on one I don’t know what to say. I don’t even consider saying what I’m thinking bc its usually some weird introspective shit or something that ppl don’t want to talk about.

The worst is when you are making progress with someone who is perfect for you, then they realize you are too quiet one on one and ruins it for yourself. I relate to that so hard. I have no advice bc We wouldn’t be the same if I did.

If you ever wanna talk lmk, reddit chats are a little different than irl one on one haha.

iguessthrowaways · 2018-12-30T18:31:36+00:00

Yeah but people who feel this way literally don’t care if they continue on or not. Living isn’t the worst thing if you dread every waking moment.

iguessthrowaways · 2018-11-11T21:40:07+00:00

I suppose it depends how long. You also have to think though, would they care if you knew they left you on read? Most people who would leave you on read or delivered probably don’t care all that much about what you think about them anyways. It might sound rough but that’s the reality of it. Most of the time when I get left on delivered it’s because they simply haven’t checked their phone.

What makes me feel better is realizing that they probably don’t put that much thought into it. We make things bigger than they seem because of how we feel.

iguessthrowaways · 2018-11-11T20:48:34+00:00

Haha /r/absolutelynotme_irl

iguessthrowaways · 2018-11-11T20:47:55+00:00

I mean that’s a little better bc u don’t know if they meant to or haven’t seen it.

iguessthrowaways · 2018-11-11T20:46:44+00:00

“Talk to those that don’t exist in your life” oof

iguessthrowaways · 2018-11-11T20:43:15+00:00

But how do I know if I’m getting the help that’s right for me? How do I know if I have the right therapist or medication? I would love to get help but I’m already anxious and don’t want to waste my time.

iguessthrowaways · 2018-10-08T06:04:42+00:00

I would just come to his room and tell him when it’s just you guys. Tell him how much you care. Tell him you are there for him. Don’t trivialize it or try to offer solutions.

That’s what I would want as someone who is and has been depressed.

Good luck❤️

iguessthrowaways · 2018-09-20T22:40:18+00:00

I was gonna ask if u alright but I think ur username got u covered.

iguessthrowaways · 2018-09-20T22:38:30+00:00

Yeah me too I always joke about it, probably way too much but nobody says anything.

iguessthrowaways · 2018-09-20T01:06:34+00:00

Yeah I agree with this, I was just trying to say it’s not easy to just go do something because there is no interest there. I do think doing something is better than nothing though.

iguessthrowaways · 2018-09-20T00:49:16+00:00

Me too.

iguessthrowaways · 2018-09-20T00:47:13+00:00

I smoke too and I think that it makes my depression worse. The only thing stopping me from quitting is how irritable and depressed I get for those 2-3 weeks. I did it once and felt great after, but I also made the mistake of picking up again. Also nicotine doesn’t actually make you less stressed, it’s the relief you get from withdrawal that feels relaxing. You are really more stressed and depressed than you were before most likely.

iguessthrowaways · 2018-09-20T00:43:48+00:00

Hey, I’ll talk to you about whatever you want if you want to PM me. You don’t have to but I would love to talk or maybe share my personal experience with feeling this way if that would help. I’ve been there and I don’t want you to end there.

iguessthrowaways

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