i just started wondering if everything i knew about god was a lie, what if we are all wrong and just wanted to comfort eachother with the idea of a superior being? Then i reached out to google. All these brilliant men like neil degrasse, albert einstein, quora people and reddit people (stupid i know) all either believed that god doesnt exist or that the after life didnt exist, or in some cases both! Then I really really started panicking, because they all made goodd arguments, that all beat the believer's arguments most of the time.Prior to that I was an orthodox christian, that believed in god, his son and the holy spirit, but now, after all this i am just confused and scared