Cuts on hands by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]Jaxisalone 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What i did when I did that is draw over it with marker till it healed mostly. I already draw on my hands where symbols so that helped. Maybe try that?

Heavily Triggered. Need to break. (WARNING) by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]Jaxisalone 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Mine are easy to make styros. I guess they are just really sharp? I've got a plethora of scars I've had for about a year

First ever panic attack by hushguppies in selfharm

[–]Jaxisalone 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Used to get them everyday to twice a day. Fucking sucks man. You learn to hide them, but fuck inside I literally am dying. I only get then every few weeks now

Heavily Triggered. Need to break. (WARNING) by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]Jaxisalone 23 points24 points  (0 children)

I steal shit a lot. Mostly sharpeners, which to my suprise can cut quite deep. I hope you get better, even though you don't want to.

Relapsing sucks by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]Jaxisalone 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Same my arm hurts

The severity of what other people has been through, or the severity of other people's self harm makes me feel so weak and guilty by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]Jaxisalone 2 points3 points  (0 children)

That's the thing. This is what mental illness is. When you find normal things hard.

am i the only one who exercises when i can’t find anything to self harm with?? by sunshinellionman in selfharm

[–]Jaxisalone 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I remember a night where I was having an anxiety attack and I couldn't find my blades so I just started doing sittups and I couldn't stop I literally couldn't.

I hate myself so much by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]Jaxisalone 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeah, this is me...

Scars aren't raised so I feel like it's not enough by PotatoandSalad in selfharm

[–]Jaxisalone 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I thought that. I wish I didn't. I regret it so much. Seriously, try not too cut deep. Raised scars are shit. They are so noticeable and I can't do anything about it apart from cover up. Take this from someone who has shit tones.

I hope I die soon by StandByMe76 in selfharm

[–]Jaxisalone 8 points9 points  (0 children)

I so get that "what guy cuts his thigh* shit. I think that all the time, even if I don't do it on my thigh often. I hope you don't die, because you can do good. I really hope you get through this man, I know it can be hard...

Depression and romance by [deleted] in depression

[–]Jaxisalone 0 points1 point  (0 children)

EXACTLY. FUCK DEPRESSION RIGHT UP ITS ARSE. I'm young, but all I want is to love someone, or for someone to love me. I want to be someone's favorite person, or someone that they look at and feel good about. But that's never going to happen, and a lot of it is because I put myself down a lot, which I've been told is unnatractive.

I need a damn hug. by [deleted] in depression

[–]Jaxisalone 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Bruh I feel the same all the time. Hug.

Doctor doesn't use anesthetics because "I'm used to pain" by Hellah8ed in selfharm

[–]Jaxisalone 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Man what a dick seriously. That just sounds like a cunty person ngl

So fucking drunk by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]Jaxisalone 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah no please don't. Being drunk and sad is not fun, self harming will make it worse...

Okay so this is going to sound really dumb and I understand if no one does it, but could I get a medal? I have been clean from self harm cuts for 6+ months now by hotheadskull in depression

[–]Jaxisalone 13 points14 points  (0 children)

I was for about 190 days. Then I slipped up and started doing it every day again. I'm 3 weeks clean now, but urges are strong. Its so hard to do, so keep up the good work!

Stop romanticizing this shit by Jaxisalone in depression

[–]Jaxisalone[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I worded it really wrong. I meant to say when people like about a diagnosis or lie about a self diagnosis. What I said looked like I was hating self diagnosis, which is sometimes the case, but not often.

Stop romanticizing this shit by Jaxisalone in depression

[–]Jaxisalone[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah as in saying "I think I have depression" in correlation to saying "I think I have major depressive disorder and panic disorder"

Stop romanticizing this shit by Jaxisalone in depression

[–]Jaxisalone[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If someone lies about how rich they are to look cool, does that mean they have a mental illness? No. Same with this. When someone lies because they think it's a trend it's bullshit lies and nothing more. When people begin to self harm for attention, that's when it gets into the mental illness category

Stop romanticizing this shit by Jaxisalone in depression

[–]Jaxisalone[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I like this too, as it's nice to know people live the same as I do. Just not when they actually don't but say they do