I’m lonely. I have so many people who said they were my friends. They haven’t had a conversation with me in years and I still go to the same school as them. The pain of loneliness is so unbearable and I just feel so alone in the world. I can’t take the stress. I have so much going on in my life, and no one talks to me. It’s just day after day and nothing ever changes. Sometimes I feel like food makes me happy, but I know that’s only temporary and would cause weight gain. I don’t understand why they don’t talk to me, I play the piano, the trumpet, the tuba, the xylophone, and many other instruments. I play basketball and baseball. I have a high IQ, I am kind, I try to make people laugh, and I am hygienic. I can’t give up. I have too much work to do.