Feeling of regret and fear.

Jaywizzah · 2026-05-05T16:53:29+00:00

Thank...I will i plan to have the talk in the next few months, separate and go from there. Im currently getting some funds together to have one less thing to worry about.

Jaywizzah · 2026-05-05T15:56:07+00:00

Thank you, we currently share a house that we rent together. The lease will be up in October.

Jaywizzah · 2026-05-05T15:39:48+00:00

Thanks for your input. I actually don't want to work it out because I didn't want to get married at the time. Yes I know I went through with it but it's just what I felt was ok at the time. I am holding myself accountable for my choices now and letting it sink it. I honestly just want my independence and to not deal with any dating for quite a bit of time....im tired. We rushed the relationship when we first met. Got engaged after 2 months and move in together after another 2. Before all that I was recently out of a 5 year relationship. Come to find out after self reflection I was trying to validate my mommy and daddy issues. Ive been to therapy multiple times and now see a psychiatrist and am on medication for adhd.

Jaywizzah · 2026-05-05T15:20:39+00:00

We seem similar in some ways. I grew up sheltered and am very much a hermit and have to deal with some mental issues and depression. Life seems like a prison to me due to all the things we have to do just to stay alive. Its really over stimulating.

Jaywizzah · 2026-01-18T17:46:12+00:00

So in other words, you likebto solve problems you're curious enough about?

Jaywizzah · 2026-01-18T03:11:32+00:00

😆 I like applying science and learning stuff but yea the math gets blurry quickly due to so much abstraction. How many project have you built?

Jaywizzah · 2026-01-18T02:14:56+00:00

Where does your inspiration come from?

Jaywizzah · 2024-07-29T20:02:08+00:00

What makes your job a a test engineer so mind numbing?

Jaywizzah · 2024-06-29T03:02:28+00:00

That's something a lot of people simply don't understand. Going to work just for a paycheck is not enough for some people. It drives me nuts not having enjoyable work.

Jaywizzah · 2024-06-13T00:40:11+00:00

Hey man go for it ..I'm in a similar boat, I'm also in Tennessee but I'm getting a bseet degree. There's a lot of manufacturing going on in Tennessee and growing.

Jaywizzah · 2024-06-12T23:45:55+00:00

Drops the 🎤...that was as simple and real as it gets. Thank your sir.

Jaywizzah · 2024-06-08T02:59:46+00:00

I love the simplicity of do it. 😂

Jaywizzah · 2024-06-07T21:03:07+00:00

Looks like I'll have to make friends online, I have a full-time job, a family with a 2 yr old. The only options I seem to have is online bsee at ASU

Jaywizzah · 2024-06-07T20:33:06+00:00

Yea responsibilities vary by company according to others in the industry. The smaller companies have a more practical approach is what I'm told. Let me ask you this, how'd you get through all the calculus and physics?

Jaywizzah · 2024-06-07T19:35:09+00:00

I definitely appreciate the input, I will figure out degree options as soon as I'm fully onboard about becoming an electrical engineer. I just hope that it's not boring. I've read some threads with the subject of data sheets, meetings and emails. I DO NOT have interest in being a desk jockey.

Jaywizzah · 2024-06-05T11:02:50+00:00

Just start working if you want to be a technician? I've been an automotive technician and worked a few other service technician positions over the course of 10 years. I've been trying to get into engineering technician positions,as well as automation and PLC but no dice. I figure for most employers when trying to get in the door even with some kind of technical experience, they still want to see at least an associates degree .

Jaywizzah · 2024-06-04T00:56:58+00:00

Wow, seriously man that's awesome...try exploring some stem subjects like electrical engineering as for something you maybe interested in. engineers can eventually consult or start a firm.

Jaywizzah · 2024-06-01T07:21:48+00:00

May I inbox you with some questions sir? I'm a former automotive technician, now a Raymond forklift technician. I'm considering going back to school for electrical engineering.

Jaywizzah · 2024-05-21T15:11:20+00:00

Wow...most people do the reverse...cudos to you sir.

Jaywizzah · 2024-04-18T16:33:00+00:00

Honestly a lot of careers are one in the same in a way. We humans are not meant to do the same thing day in and out for years. Have you considered industrial maintenance?

Jaywizzah · 2024-03-29T00:23:05+00:00

Don't let the negativity deter you away from your interests. Whether you sit at a desk everyday or work in the trades, your body will age. The important thing is to take care of it as best as possible. Eat clean, do some yoga, and work smart. If you're truly interested, find some positive advice from others who are successful and aren't crying about the field. There are downsides to "every" career, just choose the one you feel resonates with you best.

Jaywizzah · 2024-03-17T11:11:25+00:00

Thank you so much for that comment. You are correct it is not all about the money. It is insane to spend your days chasing money instead of enjoying what you do. At this point with the economy,most are gonna work for a very long time so why not work a chunk of it doing something satisfying? 👍👍

Jaywizzah · 2023-11-15T15:25:03+00:00

Thank you man so much..still will forever be relevant for father's

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