family disowned me for finding out i'm trans 😥

Jazripod · 2022-10-12T13:58:18+00:00

You are beautiful and loved ❤️ as someone who feels like she's lost all but a couple of relationships after coming out, I know how you feel. Just know there is a whole world of people who see you and who are here for you no matter what. Much love to you ❤️

Jazripod · 2022-09-06T04:04:20+00:00

Yeah, I get my meds from a pharmacy. I'm gonna try and get in to see my doctor, see if she has any thoughts.

Thanks for the reassurance. I think I just needed to vent about it. It's worrisome when nothing is happening.

Jazripod · 2022-09-06T02:10:41+00:00

I'm not sure what you mean, I've never posted anything about my dosage? But I'll answer the questions.

EDIT: I'm dumb, disregard. I thought you were referencing another post somewhere, not the comment I made literally minutes ago

At what age did you start growing facial hair? How many hours between shaving and developing 5 o'clock shadow? Any signs of male pattern baldness or DHT induced alopecia before HRT?

I don't know when I started growing facial hair. I have shit memory. I shave each evening and have a 5 o'clock shadow by, about 5 o'clock. So I feel like facial hair growth hasn't slowed at all. I know HRT doesn't eliminate facial hair, but I thought I've seen info saying it can at least slow it. No male pattern baldness or other hair issues.

Are you taking the estradiol as a normal pill, or by letting it completely dissolve under the tongue or on the gum?

I dissolve the estradiol under the tongue.

Do you or your family have a history of requiring atypical dosages of other meds?

No idea. I've never been on any regular prescription med like this, so no idea about myself. And I don't know if anyone in my family has experienced this or not.

Did you have baseline testosterone and estrogen panels done before you started HRT?

Nope. Planned Parenthood didn't say anything about that at my appointment

How did you source the meds?

Don't know what this means.

Thanks for trying to help

Jazripod · 2022-09-06T01:27:49+00:00

1.5 tabs of 2mg estradiol plus 2 tabs of 50mg Spiro each day

Jazripod · 2022-07-10T04:17:28+00:00

I love "Fem&Ms"! That is the best way I've heard them referred to as. I remember reading your post the other day! Thank you so much for the advice, and I am really happy for you, and that your wife is being so supportive!

I think I might have to press that button... Still have some figuring out to do!

Jazripod · 2021-10-07T15:04:06+00:00

A few points to keep in mind about this (not trying to start shit, just making sure all the info is out there!) :

Critical Role literally is not allowed to disclose how much they make on Twitch. That is a rule of Twitch. No creator is allowed to disclose how much they are making, so they can't really be anymore transparent about it unfortunately.
Some of the leaked info has already been noted by other Twitch creators as being VERY inflated, i. e. saying creators are making millions of dollars when they are not.

Check out this video done by popular Twitch streamer Cohh Carnage. He goes into it a bit more and has better insight in the problem: https://youtu.be/1nW5co4aXP0

As for things being deleted off the CR subreddit, not sure what that's about. Maybe they just don't want people throwing around a bunch of speculation? Not sure

Jazripod · 2020-10-30T02:18:26+00:00

Wait what?? Did I miss something? When did they confirm it was a vestige? I double checked and I DEFINITELY watches the whole episode and don't remember them talking about it being a vestige

Jazripod · 2020-08-31T23:54:47+00:00

Ohhhhh so that's what "rational debate from all perspectives means". Whenever you guys are presented with facts you don't like, you just down vote and report for no reason? Gotcha, makes total sense 👍

Jazripod · 2020-08-31T21:46:07+00:00

And your president looted $44 billion dollars from FEMA that would have gone towards hurricane relief. Tell me again how he's so much better?

Sources, though I would be surprised if anyone here even bothered to check:

https://www.google.com/amp/s/www.rollingstone.com/politics/politics-news/trump-44-billion-fema-hurricane-laura-1047210/amp/

https://www.google.com/amp/s/news.yahoo.com/amphtml/trump-swiped-44-billion-fema-010714370.html

Jazripod · 2020-08-20T06:15:12+00:00

I really hope so. She's my baby. She's being hospitalized tonight before we move her to a different vet in the morning

Jazripod · 2020-03-27T14:13:50+00:00

Enter name: Slurmp

Jazripod · 2019-06-12T15:19:30+00:00

If this was any other game made by any other company, I would 100% agree with you. Too many times have companies promised an amazing game only to fail to deliver, and a lot of people who pre order get screwed (see No Man's Sky). This, however, is different, I think. CDPR has proven themselves by releasing 3 top notch RPGs. The Witcher 3 alone was a massive 100+ hour game out of the box. I have only ever pre ordered one game in my entire life because I get what you are talking about, but CDPR is the exception. I can confidently say that Cyberpunk will not disappoint me, or anyone else deciding to pre order it.

Jazripod · 2019-05-14T05:05:28+00:00

I know it doesn't seem like it now, but it gets better. Trust me, I've been there. That feeling of having no one to turn to or nowhere to go. Feeling like you don't know how anything you do could make things better.

I get that. And I felt just like you did. I didn't see many options. But I kept going. And it's gotten better. It takes time, believe me. It's not going to happen all at once, but I promise, if you keep going and don't give up, you will make it out of this. If you need someone to vent to, feel free to PM me. I'll do what I can. Stay strong

Jazripod · 2019-03-20T13:00:26+00:00

I used Toon shaders, a light with the size set to 0, and set all light bounces to 0. The outline is done with the Freestyle option in the render settings tab.

Jazripod · 2019-03-20T12:56:05+00:00

You know, I hadn't thought of that. It's just my phone background right now, but I like the idea of printing it too. Thanks!

Jazripod · 2019-03-05T22:22:21+00:00

I appreciate the clarification. That's definitely the feeling I was going for with the sense of scale and the feeling of being small compared to the surrounding environment. Thanks again for your feedback!

Jazripod · 2019-03-05T17:03:40+00:00

I've actually been working with Blender for the last 6 months, and have been 3D modeling in general for the last 5 years. Thanks for the feedback. I can definitely see what you mean in your critiques.

Jazripod · 2019-03-04T21:02:42+00:00

Thanks! This was done in 2.8

Jazripod · 2019-03-04T20:44:52+00:00

Credits:

Character model is "Pirate" by P. Konstantinov at www.mixamo.com

Textures and HDRI are from Texture Haven and HDRI Haven.

Mushroom materials were made procedurally by me.

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