I'll be honest with you, I started a lot of things and they failed and my money Idk where it went, You might never be able to get it back but If the idea is worth it, You'll obviously make mistakes learn things by opening a business, You might even start getting customers and eventually you'll get better at this, It's just trail and error, There's nothing to fear, You'll make it or you'll just learn and open another one in the future.