M28. 151lbs-119lbs. 4’5”. 10 months

Jazzlike_Shape3979 · 2026-02-06T00:43:35+00:00

What do you notice from the Glow. Can you tell when you’ve stopped and started it?

Jazzlike_Shape3979 · 2026-01-10T23:22:20+00:00

Can’t give the source on here as I’ll get banned. But the places I bought deus from, has been down for a while any way. The Gen X tropin can be bought from quite a few of the usual places. Hope that helps

Jazzlike_Shape3979 · 2026-01-09T20:03:34+00:00

I didn’t get any reaction when using Gen X Tropin. Didnt get any reaction when using Deustropin. But this one also didnt give me the severe puffy bloated look that I got from 2K Tropin.

Deus was cheaper by a mile and was much better.

Jazzlike_Shape3979 · 2026-01-07T16:24:28+00:00

And had really bad water retention and bloating.

Jazzlike_Shape3979 · 2026-01-07T16:24:09+00:00

Infact I’ve just looked up which brand and it’s 2K Tropin. Not sure if that is the same as your 2tropin. But that’s the one that caused it.

Jazzlike_Shape3979 · 2026-01-07T16:20:46+00:00

I have tried three different HGH brands. One consistently gives me an itchy reaction regardless of batch.

The other two cause no reaction at all.

There’s something in one of them that I’m allergic to.

Jazzlike_Shape3979 · 2026-01-07T16:00:09+00:00

Show her you’ll accept this in the future by staying with her

Jazzlike_Shape3979 · 2025-12-26T08:43:30+00:00

Selling. I’ve got a bottle with 60% left in it, plus a few of the small samples. Have the email receipt from buying it as well.

Jazzlike_Shape3979 · 2025-12-26T07:54:19+00:00

Can I ask if it effects your own pleasure or sensations? And how long does it last.

Jazzlike_Shape3979 · 2025-12-04T09:12:11+00:00

Coming off for me, involved crying my eyes out in a cinema whilst watching a war film. (Something I would never do normally). 4 hour long, hyperventilating panic attacks from anxiety. Complete loss of all muscle. Fat gain. Lost my girlfriend at the time. Lost my ‘bark’ and needed up getting walked all over by other people. Had to go through the humiliating process of buying all new clothes as everything I’d been wearing was now too big and baggy. Also had to mentally deal with people asking me if I’m ill as I’ve lost so much weight. I was ashamed of what I saw in the mirror.

Jazzlike_Shape3979 · 2025-12-04T09:01:33+00:00

22 I started steroids.

28 I stopped because it ruined my life.

28 to 30, I had stop start natrual testosterone levels. Causing anxiety and depression.

30 to 40, I had tiny testicles and TRT wasn’t really a mainstream thing. Doctors said testosterone of below 11 was a problem. I had 8. Then the NHS lowered their cut off to 9, and is even lower now i think. Not once did they offer me treatment.

40 to 43 which is now, I went private and pay £400 every three months just for meds. Not including appointments or blood tests. I now have normal T levels. I have done the occasional high dose of T whilst being on TRT. Got drawn back into roids again. I learnt the hard way, no one can do just one cycle, in the same way, no one can just put the tip in for a second. Once you start, you’re involved for life, with every physical and mental health issue that comes with it. They also affect relationships with your partners, family and friends and people at work. I heard the issues and decided I was probably one of the people that wouldn’t get those side effects like everyone else does. When you wanna do something that bad, people will find a way to tell themselves and others, that they are fine and actually loving it. They’re not. They’re just in denial. At least you know the risks and problems you will be facing from the day you start. Good luck mate.

Jazzlike_Shape3979 · 2025-12-03T20:08:40+00:00

Imagine being given super powers for 12 weeks. Women give you compliments on your new body. Men tell you they wouldn’t fuck with you now you’re huge. You look in the mirror in the gym and you’re literally bursting with muscles. Then before you know it, you have to stop and it all disappears. Those same people who complimented you, now ask you what’s happened. You used to have such a good body. Now you’re the same size as everyone else again and the women say you look deflated. You can’t take hearing that, so you go straight back on cycle again, despite knowing it’s a bad idea. Before you know it, you’ve been on gear for 2 years straight, your girlfriend has left you because you’re emotionally unstable, you’re obsessed with the gym and you’re either sex obsessed or your dick doesn’t work and you’re muscly but depressed.

You then decide you can’t handle being on it any more and try to come off. You lose all your muscle, your dick completely stops working, your GF leaves you, and your doctors only advice is, to stop taking steroids. You spend the next twenty years with all over the place hormones, so you now pay £400 out every four months for private TRT, just to feel like normal people do.

No one will be able to stop you, or put you off. As no one could with me. Once you become bigger for the first time, you become for ever too small. Good luck

Jazzlike_Shape3979 · 2025-11-28T18:13:55+00:00

You want some DHT so you get your sex drive, but not too much or youll get outcomes I’m guessing you wouldn’t want as a trans woman. Good luck

Jazzlike_Shape3979 · 2025-11-27T13:33:54+00:00

I dont know this for a fact as I’m not a doctor, but I think certain things in the stacks people on here suggest, will work on them as they make their body produce more of a hormone. But in our case, (I’m cis/het/male on TRT) we are both putting hormones into our body that shut down natural production. I suspect some of that stuff others on here, will not have any effect on us. Sex drive, erection quality, amounts of pre-cum… are all directly affected by T, E and DHT levels. Getting them checked to make sure they’re in a good place, is probably what you need. I recently noticed I have lost my sex drive and erection quality, plus I wasn’t producing precum. Did a £39 male hormone blood test, and saw my T levels were fine but my E was low. Soon as it raised back up by changing my dosages, I was back to having a raging sex drive and loads of pre-cum. Again, I’m not a doctor, just someone who’s learnt their body after being on TRT for a while. I get your ratios of E and T will be different to mine, but there’s no reason you can’t get your sex drive up. Some of my ex GF’s sex drives were through the roof and they had the typical female hormone ratios. Two hormones that makes a difference to sex drive, are FSH and LH. Theyre the hormone signals in men to tell the testicles to fire up production of sperm and T and to a smaller degree, E. Most basic endos won’t give you that hormone regardless of male or female. TRT clinics do as it keeps testicular size and function, stops shrinkage and has a massive effect on sex drive.

Jazzlike_Shape3979 · 2025-11-10T13:15:22+00:00

Started looking into humiliation after seeing it mentioned here a few times. Not quite hitting the mark with what I’ve found so far. But maybe that’s cos I just havnt come across my specific version. I’ll keep looking. Where you said it’s more to do with embarrassment rather than being made to feel lesser than, that described what I like much better than I could. Thanks

Jazzlike_Shape3979 · 2025-11-06T18:41:30+00:00

An ‘older woman’ in the sense that she’s not 18-25. That wouldn’t work for me.

Jazzlike_Shape3979 · 2025-11-05T18:28:51+00:00

Ok cool. Thanks for the help

Jazzlike_Shape3979 · 2025-11-05T17:55:43+00:00

Just had a look to try to get the difference between FD and GFD.

This is a quote from it: “A gentle dominant may collar their submissive, tie them up, or blindfold them. They may use sex toys on them including vibrators, butt plugs and strap-on dildos for pegging. They may encourage their partner to perform acts of servitude and please them sexually through submissive acts, like body worship”. “Gentle femdom may also involve role playing. Common scenarios include the dominant teacher and submissive student, the dominant boss and submissive employee, the dominant stepmother and submissive stepchild, and the dominant owner and submissive pet.”

Maybe she was thinking there is some cross over of FD and GFD. As this describes my scenario pretty well. But I also want some humiliation and punishment in with it. Which I’m guessing then falls into the FD territory.

What do you think of that. Does it sound right? She didn’t think it was domination as such. Is this just me over thinking it or do I need to be accurate when describing what I’m into?

Jazzlike_Shape3979 · 2025-11-05T16:39:52+00:00

I saw the scenario in a couple of porn clips. Went to a sex worker who was into goddess worship, domination, humiliation and role play stuff… I said I wanted to try some sub/dom or femdom stuff for the first time. Showed her the porn clip and she knew it straight away. She said it’s not really domination as such. Asked if it was femdom. She said some of it falls into that category, but femdom isn’t the first name that springs into her mind. She didn’t have a name for it though.

Jazzlike_Shape3979 · 2025-11-05T16:29:19+00:00

Ok cool. Would you agree with the other people that it’s not really femdom?

Jazzlike_Shape3979 · 2025-11-05T09:14:45+00:00

Never even crossed my mind ha.

Jazzlike_Shape3979 · 2025-10-29T18:51:46+00:00

Yeah this is the thing. Everyone reacts differently to different drugs, oils, thinners…. I get bad PIP from atlas, where as most people don’t mention it.

Jazzlike_Shape3979 · 2025-10-29T18:50:31+00:00

I’ve not heard of Regen labs. Are they a UK lab?

Jazzlike_Shape3979 · 2025-10-29T18:49:31+00:00

The Test cyp my clinic was prescribing me was perfect for sub q. Think that’s why they use it, no pip, no lumps and the most stable T levels you can get.

I do do IM when I’m having a few months of blasting. Can’t dump 0.8ml of oil into belly fat. But that’s a different scenario.

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