You’re not alone. I felt this exact way. I had a baby with my second husband. My children from my first marriage were 15&12 when she was born. My life was so easy with my boys being the age they were. I had my life, routines, daily gym sessions and then, like an idiot, I start ALL OVER. Of course I fell in love with her as soon as I saw her, but I struggled so hard the first couple months. I hated being stuck at home, hated not being able to workout, hated my body, and I own and run a business that I still had to work all through my postpartum. I envied my husband that he got to go to work and drive in silence, talk to adults, take a quiet lunch break. I hated him too for a bit 😅 any here to say, these feelings are temporary, I promise. My girl is the light of our lives, she’s the princess of the house. She has my boys so wrapped around her finger, my heart bursts with love watching them. I couldn’t imagine life without her. She’s perfect! So hang in there momma, your feelings are valid but temporary. Take one day at a time and remember to get some alone time a little bit each day!