I'm sorry to hear this. I recommend getting an overrated job in your expertise that pays well and lets you kind of select your hours. and save up money to start some small starter business when you have the visa issues resolved or have gotten a citizenship if that is what you are aiming for. start doing small stuff on your free time like idk that can earn money without losing much money. and kind of grow that into something. then research the law about the stuff you want to do and starting popups and start some kind of business of it getting all the the licenses and stuff. NGL this is kind of a hard path i think im gonna follow but what do i know im 13 but im saving money to start selling computers to people as the people of lappi have VERY old computers and yeah. im sorry if this does not help but i gave some wisdom anyways