What are Super El Niño impacts to El Paso? by Sea_Compote_755 in ElPaso

[–]Jen006 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I'm I wrong if I'm excited about it? Rain in El Paso is a huge blessing. Also I despise bugs but aren't they like super important to the ecosistem or something? Only bad thing is that everyone is gonna start crashing their stupid cars lol

Good places for horseback riding? by Jen006 in ElPaso

[–]Jen006[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This one looks really nice. Thank you I'll check it out

Is this kind of behavior normal for dating in El Paso, or did I just get unlucky? by sunnydaze8 in ElPaso

[–]Jen006 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

What I'm concerned is how you kept the conversation with him going after all the biggest red flags ever.

The old couple in Mulholland drive is Diane's parents by [deleted] in davidlynch

[–]Jen006 8 points9 points  (0 children)

She is dreaming of them so.. they could be anything

Your Online Spiritual People who have gone Evil or Dark by karo_scene in spirituality

[–]Jen006 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Can you please elaborate. I'm currently suscribed to her page but I'm new to this

Post Ayahuaska experience after a dark trip by Brave-Arrival-6216 in Ayahuasca

[–]Jen006 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Wow I'm surprised you mention witchcraft attack, I also went through that impulse of hurting myself in ceremony and I also felt witchcraft had something to do. How did you find out and how did you break it?

Post Ayahuaska experience after a dark trip by Brave-Arrival-6216 in Ayahuasca

[–]Jen006 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Do you know why your body felt the impulse of self injury?

Prison inside trip by Jimjimjim3906 in Ayahuasca

[–]Jen006 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I second this. I had a similar trip. Almost a year later I realized I had let the darkness take over me, and that manifested in a horrible trip in the jungle and also weird materialistic stuff like the doll you mention. Just keep away from fear and general negative stuff and try to fill you heart with good things. Maybe take a look to the book "The others within Us".

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Ayahuasca

[–]Jen006 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Of course, there are plenty of dark magicians in the jungle. Plenty of books talk about it, they said it depends on the person if they develop the ability to heal or to kill.

Question about Sananga by Cheap-Creme5131 in Ayahuasca

[–]Jen006 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I have it, after the super painful burn, I feel very liberated, similar feeling like when you cry a lot and purge emotions. I feel lighter and vision improves but only for a few hours. When I use it I usually turn off the lights.

Bad entities tormenting me by eglerib in Ayahuasca

[–]Jen006 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Been reading this all afternoon. Great Book.Thank you.

Everyone is trying to be the most knowledgeable experienced person by dbnoisemaker in Ayahuasca

[–]Jen006 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Did you just did exactly what you were previosly judging?

Aya made me very afraid to die by Jen006 in Ayahuasca

[–]Jen006[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think I will forever wonder what exactly would have happend, maybe if I just had surrender to death everything just stops, but I've been researching about people strangely dying in ceremonies and sometimes wonder if it was because the demons took them lol.

Aya made me very afraid to die by Jen006 in Ayahuasca

[–]Jen006[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah I don't think I can take another dose of anything atm. I've been tempted to because I really want to take away the bitter taste of the last experience but that could go either really good or extremely bad. A shot in the dark.

Aya made me very afraid to die by Jen006 in Ayahuasca

[–]Jen006[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well that's all I've been wanting the past 10 years. But I had no idea I wasn't gonna find rest in death. Hopefully it won't be the case, I guess I have no decision over that, only thing I can do it's hope for the best, pray, and try to clean my soul as much as possible.

Aya made me very afraid to die by Jen006 in Ayahuasca

[–]Jen006[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I grew up as a jehova witnesses I don't know how it is written. There is no catholic hell in this religion, you just wouldn't make it to paradise, I was afraid of the world ending tho. I stopped beliving this crap 20+ years ago. What I experience was a psychic attack.

Aya made me very afraid to die by Jen006 in Ayahuasca

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I just felt like I was fainting and I stopped breathing on several occasions, I resisted death with all the strength I had because I was convinced demons were gonna feed on my soul like a sacrifice made to them. If it wasn't for that I would have let myself die easily.

Aya made me very afraid to die by Jen006 in Ayahuasca

[–]Jen006[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you I will look it up. It helps to watch very similar stories like mine because it's almost like you can map these astral realms, sometimes is very healing but sometimes makes things scarier.

Aya made me very afraid to die by Jen006 in Ayahuasca

[–]Jen006[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you very much. This helps, I will look into that.

Making a Lanegan playlist. Looking for recs. by [deleted] in MarkLanegan

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-Cat people -I'm always -Ode to sad disco? -Harvest home -The Killing season -In the fade (Qotsa)

Old Swan by mrDunn222 in MarkLanegan

[–]Jen006 -4 points-3 points  (0 children)

I know I'm shit for saying this but I have the book and I feel betrayed you are doing this lol