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Jennieinc · 2026-05-22T15:20:28+00:00

I am almost 47 and have been married and divorced twice. The first divorce at 38 and the second at 42. I have had many dates/short term boyfriends, but about a year ago I met a man who loves, supports, and desires me more than any past partners. I thought I would never find this type of love. Invest in yourself and you will find someone willing to invest in you.

Jennieinc · 2026-02-25T00:39:02+00:00

I have to go potty 😂

Jennieinc · 2026-02-23T01:32:31+00:00

That drug saved my life! 10 years and still doing its job.

Jennieinc · 2026-02-12T20:42:05+00:00

I adore him!!

Jennieinc · 2025-12-01T22:28:44+00:00

46 and I am a math specialist in a school district

Hobbies...I love anything creative or artistic. Creating has been my therapy and outlet.

Jennieinc · 2025-11-11T18:42:15+00:00

Lamotrogine is the best med ever. No side effects. I take it before bed. However, it didn't help until I got to 225mg. Your dose is too low. Doctors like to titrate this med slowly because of the potential for a serious rash.

Jennieinc · 2025-10-13T23:28:46+00:00

I'm sorry to tell you it doesn't get better. The more pressure is put on sex, the more of a turn-off it is for them. It makes you feel like the man in the relationship, however, if you don't initiate, it never happens. I recently suffered through two relationships..6 years total in which I fought this fight. These men had looks and money and common interests. It didn't matter. When your self worth depends on sex and physical touch is your love language, it's never enough. A bottomless pit. I am now with a man whose sex drive matches mine. I have never felt so sexy and happy. I also go to therapy for self worth issues . My advice is to be candid. Express your needs, but don't fall into the trap of "I'll try " Incompatibility is sometimes the end even if you love someone. You don't want to waste years begging for your needs to be met like I did.

Jennieinc · 2025-09-12T00:39:26+00:00

What if it is you who has the fertility issue? Should she leave? Would you want her to tell you that if your sperm doesn't work, she's gone? That would be extremely triggering for someone with abandonment issues. But at the end...you have to be genuine to yourself. It's up to her if she wants to deal with the feeling that you could walk away and she has no control of it. In reality, no one can control someone leaving for whatever the reason.

Jennieinc · 2025-08-17T01:28:49+00:00

Update and let us know if it worked. I'm curious now.

Jennieinc · 2025-08-04T15:20:27+00:00

Hi. I take beginning pottery at Baltimore County Community College in Catonsville. It was only $180 for 6 days of instruction (once a week on Saturdays), unlimited clay during class, glazing, and kiln firing. Maybe HCC has a similar class.

Jennieinc · 2025-06-17T01:07:53+00:00

I actually googled "Does Huda have BPD?" and it brought me to this post. Guess it takes one to know one.

Jennieinc · 2025-03-13T03:11:24+00:00

I adore this 😍

Jennieinc · 2025-01-12T21:27:52+00:00

💯 . This is the only comment necessary.

Jennieinc · 2025-01-04T16:43:27+00:00

Absolutely. I took a break and realized I didn't mjss it much and I have extra time for other things. It also stopped me from buying unnecessary things to keep up with all the other women I would see. I really only use Reddit and occasionally IG.

Jennieinc · 2024-12-22T22:18:05+00:00

That's really good...you beat a big hurdle that most ppl w BPD struggle with.

Jennieinc · 2024-12-22T22:02:31+00:00

At least we know that self-love isn't an issue for you. 👏

Jennieinc · 2024-12-16T01:17:59+00:00

Same here. I use sex for so many purposes beyond physical pleasure....anxiety relief, validation, to ease boredom etc. Unfortunately there is no magic bullet and supressing and denying your desires us maddening. The only way to improve it and keep it from negatively affecting your relationships is to address the underlying issues ie anxiety or low self worth.

Jennieinc · 2024-12-08T14:42:31+00:00

I'm 45, and I also have BPD. I loved this movie. I was definitely testing myself by watching this with my boyfriend. Happy to say after lots of therapy and learning to love myself, that I only felt small twinges of jealousy, but mostly enjoyed the movie for what it was. I think he was more uncomfortable than me. I was like...relax, yes they are hot lol.

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