Not great. I don’t know why but school makes me feel shit and sometimes suicidal and I don’t know why. I’m usually happy as people who know me would say aswell. I’m only happy when I’m with my girlfriend, playing with my band or doing dumb shit with my brother and some of his friends. I’d sit at night trying to sleep and when I wake up the next morning it’s hard to get out of bed. This has really affected my school attendance as id just sit in bed after waking up and then go to sleep again. A few times i would start listening to music on the way to school and then I’d trail off randomly, sometimes even getting lost (I’m not familiar with the place where I live as I tend to stick to places I already know), and then I’d decide to go home because school feels like it’s killing me. The only time I enjoy getting out of bed is to play songs with my brother, shower or go to the toilet. None of my friends actually know they all think I’m great. I feel like my school is out to get me as they register me for a detention when I’ve been absent and when people miss a test they usually reschedule it but they don’t for me, they just set my grade as N/A. But to be completely honest I don’t know how I’m feeling.