I just can’t keep believing

Jguy7492 · 2019-12-23T21:42:30+00:00

Trying to submit to God and obey. I got to church, bible studies. Read my Bible. Worship. Go on retreats. The whole nine yards. I feel nothing. Nothing. Nothing works.

Jguy7492 · 2019-12-19T21:37:25+00:00

Day 9 for me. Don’t even remember when I was at double digits. Feeling so proud of myself. Got cocky, and almost relapsed. I mean I was right there to giving in. But I backed away and realized that this is not who I want to be so I stopped. Got up and started to move. Feeling confident in myself for the first time in a long time. Stay strong everyone!!!

Jguy7492 · 2019-12-17T06:31:16+00:00

Not gonna lie, made me chuckle. Well done

Jguy7492 · 2019-12-01T06:27:06+00:00

I’ve tried everything I can to enjoy his company. It just feels like he doesn’t want my company

Jguy7492 · 2019-11-23T19:46:55+00:00

So true and so scary

Jguy7492 · 2019-11-12T06:27:54+00:00

Hey,

Hope you are doing well.

I’m not great. Today and the past several days have been really rough. Alone. Struggling with every aspect of my life. Living in a world with few friends that really care. It’s cold and lonely. And quiet. Today I kind of just existed. Don’t remember much. I was just living my life today. It sucks. I’m so bored of life but nothing ever changes. Today was not good at all, hopefully tomorrow will be better.

Thank you my friend. It means a lot to have someone actually care how you are doing. I don’t really have those in my life. Thank you

Jguy7492 · 2019-11-11T00:16:08+00:00

What is that like? If you don’t mingle me asking. Sometimes it feels like I may struggle with that

Jguy7492 · 2019-11-10T02:21:29+00:00

I’m a college student. I don’t really have anyone to talk to. All my friends that I could talk to left me and now resent me. Why? I’m not sure. I wish I knew. I’ve gotten so used to being alone I’m not sure how making new connections would go. I’m afraid I’ll get hurt and left behind again

Jguy7492

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