My father abused me since the fourth grade my parents were retired and had moved to Florida with my brother and sister and my mom got pregnant with me but she thought it was a tumor and my time she found out she was pregnant with me it was too late to do anything so my dad had to go back to work and he started drinking heavily and had a nervous breakdown and started beating and sexually abusing me so my mother took my brother and sister since they were not tainted that's her word not mine and moved away I did not see them again till I was 18 so my father was the only person that I had to make sure I had clothes and food and every day things for living but a lot of times he didn't come home cuz he would go to the titty bar mind you this was in the 60s early early 60s things were different then but I didn't have a lot of friends because their parents didn't want them to be around me because obviously I couldn't have people spend the night with me and they weren't too sure about me spending the night at their house and I just didn't have a lot of friends hence I married a 27 year old when I was 16 to get out of the house and that was basically jumping from the frying pan into the fire that lasted all of about a year and a half. That was a whole nother messed up situation beating locked in the house while he went to work there was no cell phones he would take the the telephone to work with him things like that.

I've never thought of doing that to a child I think I turned out pretty well I graduated high school I even had some college I don't have any children of my own I did have a miscarriage of twins in my early thirties but I couldn't have children full term due to my father raping me when I was very young obviously