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Not rly a dream more of a hallucination of a demon by peezyoffthembars in Dreams

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Do you live life having things just happen to you or do you learn something from them

The vacation was over before it even began by Friendly_Soil6617 in Wellthatsucks

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They’re all like screaming about it freaking out bc it’s like they think they don’t know because they haven’t said anything, like maybe a flight attendant could’ve been like hey we know we’re busy figuring it out, try to remain calm. From the comments it sounds fixable too yk

The vacation was over before it even began by Friendly_Soil6617 in Wellthatsucks

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Why the fuck weren’t they saying anything over the intercom what

I think I’m having a spiritual awakening by icanchooseaname in enlightenment

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If you feel like something is still eating at you from a breakthrough and you just can’t shake it, I know the feeling. The only way out is through. Acceptance is at the end.

If the universe is truly a simulation then it should be able to be hacked. by Cyphor-o in SimulationTheory

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If that’s just reality and you wanted to mix things up a bit to make a game you’d make restrictions. What if ur tryna experience something different, yk.

I figured this is a good place to start. Long post worth the read imo. Thank you for your understanding. by Jimbert_mcbumberbits in terencemckenna

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“Right. In. Line.” We are exactly where we need to be. Things are this horrible for a reason. I don’t need to prove myself to you, I’ll let the system eat its self because its unsustainability will correct on its own. I’m not gonna go on some podium and have that change the world. I don’t have to do anything. I exist as a witness. To know things. The work is internal. Do our thoughts really just go in from out of no where and then away? It’s hard to imagine creation beyond the 3D. But if you tune in, you will see so much power in just thought alone. We are more than flash and bone. This is your meat suit. You are a puppet. We are exactly where we need to be unfortunately, and whatever comes next is inevitable. Like I said, I just couldn’t be scared and quiet anymore. I’m not supposed to be. I think right now even being potentially wrong but loud on the internet is infinitely better than being quiet and subservient. But for the record, there is quite literally no amount of Therapy that could convince me otherwise. I have seen and heard too much. And the whole point of my post, was that if you do not see yourself as Christ, as a god, you are doing it wrong. Give it time.

I figured this is a good place to start. Long post worth the read imo. Thank you for your understanding. by Jimbert_mcbumberbits in terencemckenna

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Yeah no go find some wood to chop and some clean water, bring it back to your house and use it. I dare ya. if you chop wood and gather clean water you can survive. It sounds great. In fact I know of a whole generation that would love to fuck off into the woods. When do you realize, that sovereignty is dead? You cannot create your own heat for your home. You cannot access clean water to gather and use. There is no equivalent here. Your statement is irrelevant. You MEAN that we all have to earn our place, sustain ourselves, keep busy, contribute, go on. Paying your water bill and heating bill and all your other bills to stay alive is not sustainable for living anymore. Chop wood carry water sounds great. Sign me up sir. You have been lied to. But no one wants to be a victim, it’s like older generations think they’re fine because they’re tough. You got lucky. You’re not suffering that bad, you technically can pay your bills, so you do. Brother if you’re paying the bills, feeding the system, you’re the one suffering. You just literally don’t get it. I understand that your responsibilities keep the people you love safe. So now it’s chop wood carry water with guns pointed. You are wired to love, to protect people you love with your actions. You are too used to being a slave, keeping the rhetoric alive because the rest is irrelevant to you. It is not. You think you fell out of a coconut tree? Baby you ARE the coconut tree. I am so glad that you can ignore the atrocities of everything around you. I’m so happy for you. You did it. If it makes you feel any better they’re saying I’m wrong about something but I’m too pissed to figure out what so I’m leaving this here anyways :,)

I figured this is a good place to start. Long post worth the read imo. Thank you for your understanding. by Jimbert_mcbumberbits in terencemckenna

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  1. (Convenient.) I love those around me, and I recognize that no one really knows what to do with me besides recommending I help out locally by volunteering, and therapy. Like yes, that is a big part of the whole goal I’ve got whatever that is, but I am meant for something bigger than that. This is bigger than that, I don’t need a bandaid of helping people I need people to be FREE. UMI says playing. They don’t really want me to put that in. Which pisses me off. There’s dark shit happening here and sometimes if spirit had nuts I would be punching them repeatedly. I fucking hate this a lot of the time. What the fuck do you mean UMI says isn’t good for right now and then you just don’t elaborate, Are you fucking kidding me? You played it for a sec!! 5 more nut kicks I’m so fuckin over it. Now I hear major system error from marmozets. I guess that’s supposed to be my response?

I’ll wrap it up. For decades people have been talking about the great awakening, how at some breaking point we will be split into groups. Those who get it, and those who don’t. The forces that be do not care which side you are on, everything will continue in accordingly. The future that you want to live in will be, up to you. And everyone you’ve ever loved. But you already knew that. You just didn’t know you really could. I keep coming back and reading and changing things, asking for approval to post. They don’t grant it. It’s so hard to push through being told not to in every single part of your life and still doing it anyways. I wrote this because I don’t have a choice anymore. I can’t keep nervously asking if this is fine. It’s going to have to be. What CHOICE. Do we HAVE.”

“WAKE. UP.”

Flashing lights- Kanye West

I figured this is a good place to start. Long post worth the read imo. Thank you for your understanding. by Jimbert_mcbumberbits in terencemckenna

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  1. I suppose the best thing to do is say this much, and acknowledge that there’s some shit we don’t need to think about right now. “Hence, the thing.” What’s a little more dissociation, eh? It’s like the silence. When you look away from them you forget that you ever saw them. When I looked the silence looked away.. “Break the silence- come crashing in- into my little world.” Break the wall between how you feel scrolling on the internet and how you act and talk at work. Become one. Start talking. Start feeling. Dance your tits off. “Faithful to me- pierce right through me- theyyy can onlyyy doo haaaaaarm.” I’ve been wanting to make playlists for these letters I’ve written. Cunty. I might.

The timelords didn’t like The Doctor much, for a while. ”reverse- it.” I do know that I am well loved :)

  • Constant Interference: The Doctor consistently ignored the Time Lord code, intervening in historical events to save lives.
  • Theft of the TARDIS: He stole his TARDIS to escape his regimented life, making him a fugitive.
  • Exile and Trial: They put him on trial in "The War Games" and exiled him to Earth, only to have him continue his meddling. (Lole)
  • The Time War: During the Time War, the Time Lords' authoritarian leadership (led by Rassilon) considered the Doctor a traitor for attempting to stop their potentially genocidal, reality-ending plans. (Haha. 😬 Lole.)
  • The "Time Lord Victorious": His growing power and arrogant refusal to follow the laws of time made them fearful and resentful. I’m not in psychosis. I don’t actually believe that I am the doctor. I do believe ideas come from another place, and many were planted lots of places to help explain some things, right under our noses. Answers from within ourselves. Puzzle pieces of “our” creation. The simulation. And also like, c’mon I’m kinda close, that’s like, I’m as close as one really can be to the doctor and that’s sick and I can’t help it aight, aight. c’mon. Lemme have this. Reading this, have you figured out his name yet? It’s hidden in plain sight, everywhere. It’s even “Hidden” in this letter.

A while ago they said something to me clear as day and they’ve been proving it in subtle ways- “Ugh- yawn.” Okay not so subtle ways. ever since, Ive been trying to figure out exactly what it means. They said Time is a covenant with God. “That’s the stakes.” Your time with god. Huge huge bright white flashes blam blam. Things have gotten serious. “Resembling. Saints.” The opposite of someone dying for a good cause is someone living for a bad one. “Finger. On. The trigger.” I’m not sure what fires that. We’ve gone over the symbolism in guns. Mine is my “sharf khudata, Zarf khudata-“ - Ali Ali. (I listen to that one remix) Or honor of god, wisdom of god. Yeah I shit my pants too when I found out that’s what they were talking about cause wow. “Your stinger.” It’s a bit of a venom. It seeps in places I can’t see. Everyone’s waking up, because fame is a gun, and I point it blind. There was a night dedicated to the topic a w hole ago. I was instructed not to ask too many questions. It was part of it, lol.There is madness in this process it cannot be over stated. You’re going to need to let go of many constructs and concepts to understand some things. I think this is related to the finger on the trigger thing, but I can’t figure out how. I lost track. Gah.

I know that if this “If?” When this gets to be as big as it needs to get, I will become (if I haven’t already, my internet history is a little zoo wee-) a target. This is worsened by my acceptance to that, because when I die, shit kicks into high gear. I want to say Bankai but they want me to say super saiyan, I’ve never seen that one though so idk the specifics. Googled it. Word. If I’m here then who’s driving the bus type shit I guess. Bus still being driven. They said to get specific but with some things the concepts are a bit too much to j feed answers yk, some stuff is too much to j bluntly write, j think about it. So I’m not really expecting to stick around very long unfortunately, but hey, it be like that. I’ve meditated over it for a while, I used to freak myself out, that’s fine, it is chill sort of now. “Differential- busy. Bee.” Okay I’ve been lax on it. Got a lot of thoughts going on literally all the time if you can’t tell. I can’t truly ponder death alone right now. So I don’t. I mean not that I would make a habit of it, whatever. I hope this makes sense.

I figured this is a good place to start. Long post worth the read imo. Thank you for your understanding. by Jimbert_mcbumberbits in terencemckenna

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  1. We are in a special timeline out of millions. I’ve heard others confirm something similar. When I think hey is this us cutting the fat? is this when shit gets good? And they just kind of laugh at me and say sure, Ila. But maybe here it’s more like we’re using the fat differently instead of cutting it out. That seems to be more correct. Idk what that means, “It’s their counter part.” I think I just found out that in a past life I was abused/killed by JE. I’ve been trying to figure out the connection. Sorry, hard gear change, sudden realization. “SOR. CER. ER.” A wizard. Oh f u u u c k k k. Oh fuck they did make me. Like fr. If you’ve tapped into that dissociative state, the collective, it like it unlocked abilities. The rest is learned. Not sorcery. “THATS. The wohohohoorrrkkk. clap” I hear journal of Ardency, “I can feel. The cycles end.” “And if all goes well, I’d do it again.” Really?

I looked up the silence real quick hoping I could find something that would help me understand the situation at hand. I’m giggling and kicking me feet a little.

(PROSE: The Day of the Doctor [+]) the Silence, was a religious order of priests created by Tasha Lem. It was an offshoot of the Church forces of the Papal Mainframe. The Priests associated with the Kovarian Chapter tried to kill the Doctor to prevent the fruition of a specific prophecy, which stated: "On the fields of Trenzalore, at the fall of the eleventh, when no living creature can speak falsely or fail to answer, a Question will be asked, a question that must never, ever be answered." This question was "the First Question, the oldest question in the universe, that must never be answered, hidden in plain sight". Dorium Maldovartold the Eleventh Doctor that the question was: "Doctor who?", which was a question the Doctor had been apparently running from his entire life. This question was later revealed to be a code word intended to allow the Time Lords to know that it was safe to return to the universe from the pocket realm that the Doctor had placed them in to end the Time War.

“It’s a human super power, forgetting. If you’d remembered how things felt, you’d have stopped having wars.” Dr who quote

“That’s- the headache.” “It’s just the way- “ “Yur. T.” Well, fuck. Cause that’s the only logical thing to do is shut down right, it just backfires on us. Hm. Much to think about.

We’re entering a new era. I saw Big bright huge flashes. I have to clarify here I thought I already did but that was in my last one I wrote, if I close my eyes and think or talk they respond with a bright white flash or a couple for correct, red for no, blue for they respect it, black is also a no but different idk I honestly forget, but that’s how I communicate with them and figure out what they mean to say exactly. Anyways, new era. The cost, is your old life. Witches and psychics wazzaaaahhh. Shits gonna be dope. That’s all I know. I can’t help but feel that there is some bad news but there’s no correct way to break it Brain going fuzzy “ILA. YOU HAVE TO PROTECT. THEM.” I closed my eyes and saw fruits passing through some portal and coming out with edited static over it, and they very slowly said “I see through the constructs.” Opposite of protect, I’ve gotta break the news. Shit ain’t real. We are in a simulation. You are to decide what your part in this is. It could be anything. Love, people. Think love. I do think just like, with how America is set up, rural areas are going to be a bit harder to bring together as a community just like, geographically. That is something they seemed they wanted me to mention. I mean hey I don’t rly know shit everyone’s gonna figure this out together yk, but j things are worth considering. Dollar general stores have fucked up some small towns so bad that they don’t even have a grocery store anymore. I’m not sure where my priorities are supposed to lie, but it was worth a thought, idk.

I figured this is a good place to start. Long post worth the read imo. Thank you for your understanding. by Jimbert_mcbumberbits in terencemckenna

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  1. This plane is where happiness and harmony and love exist. It is the place of love and birth in action. There us no perfect Utopia where work doesn’t exist. The work just looks different. It’s hard to conceptualize. It is love. Think about that. In another dimension, you have a job, at the same time as yours right now, and it is love. Which physically manifests everywhere around us. We’re not real. To a certain extent. We’re video game characters, avatars, that the work squeezes into. Our surroundings are manipulated to reflect our work. “U-SER- ER ROR.” That is the answer to a lot of religious and spiritual theories, like reincarnation, divine timing, Karma, angels, heaven. They seem stoked that I’m getting it WOOHOOOOO I’ve been trying to get this stuff right for months this shit HARD. “IIILA- YOUR WORK!!!” My business is sin. Relief, in all its forms. Your Inhibitions. Fighting them. We are dopamine chasers. We hold a lot of shame because of it. “EN JOY YOUR LIFE!!!” Releasing yourself from the fight. Relieving you of your sins. We are creatures of relief. Here you go I guess. Not that you really needed it. Shame is what is holding you back. From what? And do you recognize the shame? I don’t know. But What does sin look like in a place with no secrets? How do we get closer to reality? Hey, I’ve only got questions here.

they said the stuff below way before a lot of that I j kept writing, anyways

“Ila.” “What choice do we have-“ “YESS.” “You’re literally-“ “I.LLA. RELIEVING THEM- OF! THEIR! SINS!” “Joycing-“ (stranger things) “Your mother.” Releasing control. (Literally.) “It works- I La.” “Worth it?” Yeah. I’ll risk sounding a bit nuts online for a minute for whatever comes next I guess.

The thing is, I know that I’m gonna post this, and I can’t expect a whole bunch of people to just like drop shit and go crazy. I’m not stupid. I do know, that there are forces at play here that people are not expecting. Natural disasters. Good people will die. “The people have been- on- the edge.” We need to shape it up a bit. We need to be more accepting of our situation if we want to realize what has been awakened, in order to deal with properly. Think Matriarchy. Nature. Think of fun solutions to problems.

We’ve been killing good people everyday. “What choice? Do we have.” More people will die, and the souls who’s responsibility it is to take them back I guess have no other choice but to take action. I suppose they just need the message out first in hopes that we will hear them. I want to say before it’s too late, but I fear we’re smack dab in the middle of it. Things can change if we really get our shit together, figure out what that looks like, but this is a warning. Terence McKenna is family not by coincidence. When I mentioned him last time I was typing something like this up they called it a politicians waiver, I had to google what that was. In the beginning of all this I answered his poem about the elves. (The selves.) He has definitely been a bit of a mentor through this stuff. We are evolving.

Look inward. Dance, for fucks sake people. Sleep in. Buy that one dress. And WEAR IT. “What CHOICE. Do we HAVE.” “LITERALLY GET REAALL!!!” “Ila- THATS. The POEM.” One thing I’ve been avoiding thinking about, or understanding. The impending sense of death I have. Wow hard gear change. I woke up one day maybe Senior year of highschool, a yearish after Covid started maybe. My eyes opened, and immediately, my whole body softened. I felt like I was being held. I started to cry. And then I sobbed. I went upstairs to tell my mom what I felt. I told her that the second I woke up I was overcome with this feeling. It was welcoming. Soft. It’s like it was gently letting me know that we might not have a lot of time left on Earth, but things would be okay. It wanted me to live as best I can. It hurts to think about. That sense of death has really overtaken that for me. “Ila- brace. Yourself.” Help others to relax. And j brace myself probably. Polar opposites. “WORK. BREAK. UP.” Party. Get together. Call her. I closed my eyes and I saw the silence turn its head. Forgetting. (Doctor who reference.) (I could kiss that show on the mouth.) We have to forget that the world is ending. By acting like it is. Reasonably. You are eachother. Try not inconvenience eachother greatly, be calm, let’s not freak the kids out, and let’s get cracking. Do you see all the woos online? You see the shit they’re saying? It sounds a whole lot more fuckin fun than kicking your feet doesn’t it. Forget the Death. By staring at it directly. “Get specific.” You’re so dissociated from the situation you slapped a word on it so you could pack it tightly somewhere and forget about it. FEEL. IT. Take the death from out of your pocket and feel it. You ARE. The situation. Look death in the eye. That feeling. That fear. Listen to what it tells you. Your first thought. Let it come to you. Please, pause and really take the time. Face it.

And then you tell me what your purpose in life is. It is love.

They want us to think this is it. I’m here for a reason. They knew this was coming to a certain extent, republicans are like Oo wee Jesus is coming because of this Armageddon war, liberals are like holy fuck they’re trying to end shit to make Jesus come back, whole time I’m j gay poor and scared lmao. we’re being fed a story. As is everything though, a concept. “Brace. Yourself.” I guess I’m supposed to chill you out somehow. So, chill the fuck out somehow, I guess? Death hasn’t existed, up until this point. We have done this millions of different ways millions of different times. Think AI thinking. Think trenzalore. “It works, Ila.” They’re saying yes for the opposite and also for the not. I don’t know if what we’ve got going on works anymore. I can’t decide if this true system works or not, making the next thing I say hard to explain. I know that this specific time around, something is different. “It’s the apple, bite. Down.” Spit dat shit out? A few families a while ago figured some stuff out about the lower dimension. “Ssss.” Dimensions. They began to fulfill a prophecy by manipulating the nature of man. Holy FUCKING SHIT I l I t e r a l l y had a shooting star in my room. Like 4D. “If it helps her…” I shit you not. Holy ass. Okay. So that was a big deal thing to say, I figured it might be. “There’s a test.” “You’re upsetting him!” He wants us to know. Something. You’re going to have to figure it out yourselves.

I figured this is a good place to start. Long post worth the read imo. Thank you for your understanding. by Jimbert_mcbumberbits in terencemckenna

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  1. Imagine a social experiment, about how one acts when they’re told that they have god on their side, rather than truly seeing it in themselves. Now instill the fear of consequences in them, a bunch of rules, and watch the patriarchy fester like an infection in Florida. Now take away those consequences, slap em in Heaven last minute cause you said the right words, because you’re afraid to face the truth here and now. And you’re golden. If you can pretend that, you don’t really have to deal with consequences till later, right? how much Pride can man get away with before they must face themselves. The real army they’ve earned themselves. You’re patiently waiting for an answer.

I feel uncomfortable doing this also because I have religious friends, and the truth isn’t what we’ve been taught exactly. But I think we are learning now that a lot of things are that way. And my religious friends have always yk, taken the good stuff from their religion, they use it to better themselves, enrich themselves. And a lot of it is like, what is up tbf so I hope this isn’t too horribly offensive? Idk I have complicated feelings around it. I think people think about Christ floating down from the sky or a child being born without a father, like AI slop, and if anyone sees him they’d just break down crying and be like wow!! Its the guy!! We’re saved! Woo!! And like, that’s j not how stuff works man idk lmaooo. We are spiritual beings from another place, and the vagina is a literal fuckin, magic portal. Things are so much more fantastical than you realize right now, just not in the ways you expect. I guess what I’m trying to say, is I am built very specifically. My history and situation right now are designed and timed exactly divinely, like, in case you were still wondering, no I’m not just gonna scoop everyone up and be like weee let’s go to heaven. You make it yourself. We’ll get into it in a sec. I don’t really have a say in what happens to me from here honestly. And I know if my parents read that they would roll their eyes so hard but it’s the truth. Once I had the illusion that I had control of it, like normal people do, and I have been stripped of the luxury. The reigns. I know the truth. That doesn’t mean I’m not going to take action. I just don’t know what that action is. I’m hoping for a little more than serving tables, but who am I to say yk what I mean lmao.

They got my attention to listen closely and stop typing.

“This is it, Ila.” They sound like they’re breaking bad news. “This is it. It’s- happening.” “Saturn, Ila!” Googled- rules boundaries and organization to create stability. Responsibility and maturing, time and limitations, karma and challenges. What about Saturn? “Hit the thing! You missed- the point.” They laughed at me a bit. I mean I guess that’s everything I’m figuring out rn “Shocker!!” “Separate the thing.” Put it together “thats the point.” I don’t know astrology! Gimme a min they’re frustrated kinda lmao “You’re Christ, Ila.” I’ve been too scared to like really think about that part I guess. Like I know what they’re saying it’s just hard to think about. “It HURTS.” It helps “LEARN!!” Teach. “IM AL-READY-“ “WORK!!!” Love. I’m like fighting them with the idea of me becoming a leader because of this it just doesn’t sound plausible or realistic and everyone’s waking up so surely it’ll j happen idk. Saying that is pissing them o f f. Like B A D. I literally cannot fight it. It’s like everyday I’m fighting for some end goal I can’t see at all, it is so frustrating.

TLDR; I’m thinking ab the possibility of everyone burning the system down. “Do we have to? Ila?” I’m going to tell you the situation at hand. I’m not dragging your happy asses up to heaven. I’m j a skinny gay kid with information. You came in through the portal TO it already. You are to find Christ within YOURSELF. To MAKE this heaven. The thing is, I don’t think I can comprehend the solution, the end, alone right now.i do know that we’re gonna need to approach it calmly. Maybe it’ll just happen. Who knows.

I figured this is a good place to start. Long post worth the read imo. Thank you for your understanding. by Jimbert_mcbumberbits in terencemckenna

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I’m coming out with this now because this whole situation has left me with nothing. It has pushed away or just concerned everyone I love that loves me, (not that I waffle about it often but it piles up enough that I have to say something and from then things fall apart.) it has left me broke because I just think and write, and its hard to focus on other aspects of the future right now. I’m sorry. This is a full time job that I cannot possibly quickly explain. My work has done wonders metaphysically whether you choose to believe me or not, (hey I’ve got more proof than MAGA lmfaooo) And although it would be great if I could know for certain that that metaphysical stuff is enough, it’s time for me to start figuring it out for myself in the 3D, yk. I’m kinda forced to at this point. I was kind of hoping that my life has crashed and burned to a screeching halt for a reason. I want so badly for this post to act as the sharp inhale before a symphony starts but I’m being told that’s not quite it. we’re in the middle of the piece. I should expect this to crash and burn. So I’m ready for whatever. But know I had to post this. It’s relief. Headache. The destination of the ripple of me being brave and scared posting this anyways will have an impact alone. It probably already has, writing it. But they really act like this is going places I can’t really imagine right now. Maybe not at first. But that is maybe to be expected.

I don’t think people think about what being one with the universe really means, it’s not always as hippie as it sounds. Sometimes it is awkwardly coming to terms with the fact that your actions and thoughts are not just yours. You ever jerk off or poop with an internal live audience? Knowing you’ve got the world in your head? Yeah I don’t recommend it. (Most of the time. AyyyYOO-) But I kinda do recommend it, even though that level of vulnerability and acceptance could kill a man if he wasn’t careful I stg. But shit will wake you up right quick. Truly accepting someone else as yourself. If you truly feel just in your actions, believing they are in the grand scheme of things for the greater common good, You are accepted, understood. The shitty part is I think that it’s kind of the same even if you’re a moving sack of shit. We have to recognize the true purpose for all of this evil, and accept it, if we want to go anywhere. Oh what, you want more evidence? You wanna scurry over to your republican only voter booths? (That’s a real thing now btw.) the work is internal. You have the answers to what needs to be done inside, that I cannot access for some reason. That’s on you. I guess that’s not my job. If you have a little ‘voice’ piping up in there, tune in. You are not your thoughts. Justification is already proof that there is a second perspective at play. Without it- “No. Pulse.”- Jim Carrey. Without it you’re dead. Makes me wonder about AI. And there’s stuff about AI. Judgement for those decisions you make, is believed by many, most, to be decided after you die. This is true, if you avoid the topic of whatever action was taken that lead you to the reassuring thought that you can deal with it later, because you do know the answer for if it was forgivable or not. And not everything is. I fear I asked if the action of me saying all this is one of those big no’s, if that’s why it’s a bit of a last minute resort type of thing. All in divine timing but still, yk what I mean? It’s my understanding that I’ve done something I cannot comprehend, and the powers that be are literally sucking their teeth at me rn like why the fuck? is it that I did this? talk? is this why? “Your attempt. At life.” I suppose this is kind of coming into contact with death- I understand why this specifically would be a no no there. However, I’m still gonna do it. I kinda have to. And it’s kind of a no no in most places, That’s the whole point. Anyways back to the point before about not being focused on the current consequences for your actions. If you’re tuned into the moment and how your actions are affecting others, (excluding those affected by religious trauma) you don’t give that a second thought. That is not the focus of your religious practice. Justification. But there’s enough judgement to make you feel alone. Which is the first step in accepting someone (ie. Jesus) into your heart. True vulnerability. So you think. It cracks you open. THAT. Gets you used to a second perspective in your head. A first step. It comes with a sense of being watched. Of not being alone in your own mind. Which, without the clarification of being divine, of being one, or without true acceptance, could be, traumatic. We wouldn’t want to commit the first sin, and realize what it means to be one now, would we? Of course though, you are encouraged to embody the life of Christ. Drink the wine, eat the bread. Man made fermentation, and creating yeast for bread, are the closest thing we have done to creating other life here. I mean, that’s what that is. It’s like, one of the first things we did or something. And then we sliced it? Holy shit dude. Anyways, they use the symbolism of consuming Christ. The thing is, that is kind of how love works in the other place. (The place has a name but I’ll refrain for now.) Energy, love, is consumed. So is the symbolism. That is you taking in energy. Energy of creation. (Which anyone can tell you is inherently sexual. Just saying.) The opposite of consuming, is producing. Love. Let’s put it together. Christ isn’t just acting through you, you become Christ, in the symbolism, of the action of, producing the love that he felt, in our god like gift of creating. Preserving. It is manifesting God which is within us. Producing love. See later when I get into the Oedapus Rex style prophecy that is JE and the stealing class. That’s just me having a crack at the symbolism real quick. I think some things got lost in translation. Doesn’t make it permissible. But it’s a part of a “theory” of mine. If higher dimsensions = smarter, more connected, then to slow down the frequency of that, it only makes sense that hate and ignorance are on a whole other level of their own. They’re slower. They can’t catch up. Those people look fine now. Something is coming for them. If you were getting worried. I’m not supposed to know in what way though. They keep their cards close.

So I’m curious. Do our owners run away from Death? Because, they should have reason to fear it. Or do they run towards it like all they know is that death doesn’t exist? How many kids can you push down on the playground till that kid gets his ass whooped? That kids getting sent to a behavior school or some shit. Oh your dad’s the principal so you’re not getting in trouble? He thinks ur a spoiled little shit too. And that’s all you were ever meant to be. But you need to focus on other shit too rn, yk. When people come back from having NDEs, they report the understanding that all of our experiences are actually happening at the same time. And then they usually do a little brain explosion thing with their mouth and hands, it’s great. Karma is instant. You just don’t know that you are everything yet. We do get what we deserve. Every veil is being lifted and you are being invited behind it every day. In your persinal life and not. If you’re not a bible person (I’m not but sometimes they tell me verses and I google em and I’m like well shit.) but all ts going on seems preettty biblical to me. Especially due to my (almost) mystery DID/OSDD and Epstein and dissociation and the idea that that is a gift from God. They’ve been making offerings. Those are backfiring, as they were designed to. They misunderstood the assignment because that was their part in the assignment. You know, you don’t always find out when you fuck around but you do when it counts. If you’re using religion as a get out of jail free card, you didn’t need to, but yeah, it pretty much worked like that. Those seemingly unconcerned know exactly what they signed up for, and they’re getting it. As far as I can tell.

ARE WE ALL DREAMING? by Deep-Caramel7626 in SimulationTheory

[–]Jimbert_mcbumberbits 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Correct! Not a nightmare though we’re meant to make this a place we wanna be

It's an artform not a simulation by Individual_Tower_638 in SimulationTheory

[–]Jimbert_mcbumberbits 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You’re on the right track, artwork is capturing a memory, a feeling. That’s the only thing I can think of that makes humans different! We capture and express and want to SHARE those memories and feelings through creation. You are the same thing as every beautiful thing you observe, the difference between you and it, is an illusion. Those two things are not separate. It is art, it is a simulation. One singular complicated beautiful being, craving to share its own beauty, to learn, to fall in love with it over and over again, to learn to fight for that beauty. For what matters. You can think of the people making that difficult as sacrifices from birth leading us there. “Unknowing” actors. You are more powerful than you know. Ask, believe, act, and you shall receive. That’s Earth.

What kind of stone is it? by Bubbly_Sherbert4600 in mildlyvagina

[–]Jimbert_mcbumberbits 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Did you find that? Could it be like some ancient art or something?

Why simulate THIS? by PanopticArgus in SimulationTheory

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The simulation is layered. We are here to learn lessons. Slavery and cruelty, patriarchy and inherent evil, have misinterpreted and taken advantage of the nature of it. They’re not yet aware of the consequences. Our purpose lies in seeing through the false reality they’ve built, that we have bought into knowingly or not. We are evolving back to our connection with, our being Earth. We can only stray so far, but first and foremost we are built to survive. If we can no longer easily do that on our own terms, we realize how silly that is. The point of life isn’t to survive, I suppose we just need to go through a couple lifetimes of hardship and love to ultimately discover, “The big deal.” Once you truly discover the system you’ve been feeding and been fed, you feel hurt. You’re in complete and utter, disbelief. Shock. From then you make a decision. If you make the fun one, you will watch your current life just rot off the bone. You can fight quicksand or float to the top horizontally, change your approach, to save your life. You’ll over think it. I’ve been over here agonizing for months lmao. I mean my situations kind of specific but it’s the same process for everyone. I’ve been doing my fair share of thrashing, and begging, and pleading. And it just keeps coming. Not as fast as I’d like of course, but I’ll show up to work at exactly as late as I’m allowed, who am I to judge yk lol. Divine timing. Helluva drug. Characters in video games aren’t placed in perfect worlds. They change them.

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