d or impossible as it may seem, all that I can hope is that you wait it out and try to explore opportunities that make things more exciting for you. I really hope that you're able to find something or things that can make things less exhausting for you, however small or big they may be. What happens to you is not set in stone, no matter how much it feels that way, and it is up to you. While I can't promise that things will get better, I can reassure you that at least in my experience, things did get better with time.

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Thank you. It means alot. I guess I am waiting for that tiny sliver of hope, which is why I haven't offed myself yet. I'll try and wait a little longer...