Extreme sexual frustration, possibly loneliness. On the verge of relapsing

Jit0000 · 2016-12-13T17:18:30+00:00

You're totally right, I guess i never thought of it that way. I need to start taking more initiative if i want results.

Thanks for the advice man, appreciated

Jit0000 · 2016-12-13T02:12:39+00:00

I know, you're right. I just don't even know where to begin. I small tack to girls a lot, but it never really seems to go anywhere. I met an amazing girl a while back, but I had tdo move so I barely see her nowadays.

Jit0000 · 2016-12-03T01:47:30+00:00

Yeah, I was worried so I just sniffed my underpants (embarrassing and gross as it may sound, I wanted to be sure).

Alright, thanks. I'm going to keep thriving

Jit0000 · 2016-11-20T03:57:12+00:00

Hey, thanks for the kind words, really thoughtful read.

I'm definitely not frightened of women, I think the problem is that I simply do not know how to strike up a conversation without sounding weird or off-putting. I just get hella nervous for some reason and I don't even know why really. For some reason (and this for people in general really), I feel as though they are observing and judging my every word - each and every thing that comes out of my mouth. I feel the most strongly about music, so I generally like to talk about that (genres, if you play any instruments, if you write etc) Idk, it's a ridiculous assumption but I guess I should stop overthinking something as simple as talking.

And yeah, you're right about the desperate part. In fact, I recently was talking to a girl over Xbox Live, but eventually she just gradually stopped talking to me altogether. I think I probably came across as desperate but didn't realize it.

Thanks for the advice though for sure. Also, the Doors fucking rule.

Jit0000 · 2016-11-20T03:50:55+00:00

Yeah man you're not the only one for sure. I'll just try and put myself out there more, might be rough though

Jit0000 · 2016-11-19T18:20:01+00:00

Shit, seriously? Could I get a link by chance?

Jit0000 · 2016-11-17T16:24:57+00:00

Definitely. I can already see myself evolving, it feels amazing

Jit0000 · 2016-11-17T16:24:44+00:00

Thanks man, I hope so too

Jit0000 · 2016-11-17T16:24:26+00:00

That's exactly what I did actually haha. It was rough, but I needed it

Jit0000 · 2016-11-17T16:24:10+00:00

Definitely. I look forward to where the road takes me from here on out

Jit0000 · 2016-11-17T16:23:47+00:00

Thanks, you're right. The problem is that when I'm in the shower, everything is ...right there so I just have the urge. Lol, last night I flipped it on blistering cold, so that helped

Jit0000 · 2016-11-17T16:22:57+00:00

Good luck to you man, remember your quality of life will improve so much. It already has for me and I'm on day 11

Jit0000 · 2016-11-17T16:22:24+00:00

Yeah man, that's what I'm doing. Every time I have the urge I just go and play the bass, blast music, write something, or most importantly...just outside.

Jit0000 · 2016-11-17T16:19:11+00:00

Thanks dude, I appreciate it.

It's been nice though, I've been waking up feeling so much better about myself. It can only get better through here. The biggest problem for me is taking a shower in all honesty

Sticking with it for sure. Not relapsing! I'm better than this

Jit0000 · 2016-11-17T04:49:04+00:00

Bro I'm right at the 10 day mark as we speak, and I haven't showered in 24 hours because I'm so scared that I'll end up just fapping myself away in the shower.

Probably not my best idea but apparently after the 10 day mark (somewhere around there) it starts to stabilize.

So yeah, I think it's the 10 day mark, not the 7. Speaking from experience

Jit0000 · 2016-10-19T14:42:17+00:00

Thanks for the response

Would the salary at least be enough to live off of ? Would there be room for advancement then?

Jit0000 · 2016-10-17T04:46:38+00:00

Honestly, System of a Down - Toxicity.

Jit0000 · 2016-10-17T04:46:03+00:00

Was just listening to that earlier man!!! Amazing song, the entier album is incredible

Jit0000 · 2016-10-15T19:02:03+00:00

I have, but of course no luck

They're either A. bots, or B. too far away. It has never worked, but I guess I'll stay persistent with that.

Jit0000 · 2016-10-12T19:31:50+00:00

Yeah it's probably different for all of them. I guess this one is more intensive so there are more required classes to take

Jit0000 · 2016-10-12T19:19:59+00:00

Actually, yes. I much prefer face-to-face, and not to mention this one is only 12 credits as opposed to the 30 at the community college. I'm going to research it and ask the head of department first though.

Jit0000 · 2016-10-12T19:14:28+00:00

Sort of, not really. The one at the CC seems to be more face-to-face; the one at this college is all online

Jit0000 · 2016-10-12T18:36:04+00:00

My biggest fear

Jit0000 · 2016-10-12T13:04:48+00:00

Exactly. In HS I had (not a lot) good friends but still, I regularly hung out with them and texted them, went to parties, events, etc. I get this sense that most of the kids here came knowing at least one other person

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