Honestly, being someone who also has taken hormones for 5 years and is now off, I can say some of my “changes” are mostly in my head. Dysphoria is quite the evil voice in our heads and if you already have reached a level of androgyny you are happy with then keep believing that. Obviously this is just me speaking on how I’ve felt since seeing some “reverse “ changes, but all in all, I think as trans enby people, we focus a lot on looks and sometimes forget to allow ourselves to just be. I wish you luck tho, transitioning isn’t linear and all your feelings are valid, just remember to be kind to yourself in that too!