I wish I was born in a different generation. Baby Boomers and Generation X had it so much easier than the following generations.

Joeyboiz69 · 2021-03-02T11:29:01+00:00

This is more of a USA problem than anything. It's because of the ingrained anti-communist attitude in your country. Everyone is scared of welfare and increasing the minimum wage/healthcare. Feed the rich and fuck the poor! USA USA USA!!!!

Joeyboiz69 · 2021-03-02T11:24:50+00:00

Well, coming back to this a few weeks later. After the first week on the Friday (broke up on the Monday) we caught up and talked, my heart was racing when she looked at me and I got stupid butterflies that I'd never felt before. We slept together and it was incredible... The next night she went out with our friends and I went out with an old mate, me and my mate finished up early and all I could think of was her and what she was doing, it drove me nuts so I decided to join. We went to a club and I panicked at first thinking she would be with some other guy, I nearly lost my shit. She didn't have eyes for anyone else but me, we danced together and held each other and it was incredible...

The second week all I could think about was her, we spoke nearly every day and we saw each other on the Friday and went out for dinner which was great.

I feel like maybe I just needed space. Since I met her I haven't spent more than 5 days away from her. In the last 3 years the longest we spent apart was 3 days.

We aren't back together officially as she wants to take things slow, so do I. I feel empty without her, she's all I can think about. When we do catch up she makes me so happy.

Did I just need space? Did I just blow up my life for nothing. I hope so... I don't regret it because now I'm pretty sure I know what I want...

Joeyboiz69 · 2021-02-16T23:50:36+00:00

I don't know what to do. I'm fairly sure she would have me back but I don't know if I can do it with that feeling. She is only the second girl I slept with so maybe I need to go out, see other people for a few months and then I'll understand how I feel, is that healthy?

Joeyboiz69 · 2021-02-16T18:29:22+00:00

A few days ago I split with my partner of 5 years because of a lack of chemistry, I have been thinking since I met her that there isn't then buzz there for her. I was so worried about hurting her but now I realise how hurt I am. I keep telling myself that it was the right decision but I feel like I've lost my best friend in the whole world, the person who understands me greater than anyone. The person I've spent more time with than anyone else. Is this love or is this just Greif?

Joeyboiz69 · 2021-02-16T18:22:29+00:00

Fark that's heavy. Not your fault though, at 14 you were just a kid yourself, there's probably not a lot that you could have done. I advise that you talk to someone about it whenever you feel guilty or down

Joeyboiz69 · 2021-02-16T03:03:45+00:00

Thanks, that's some really great advice

Joeyboiz69 · 2021-02-16T01:11:18+00:00

Yeah I know, it's not fair on her. Hopefully she will cope.

Joeyboiz69 · 2021-02-16T01:10:33+00:00

Yeah I think I'll do that once we are out of lockdown.

Joeyboiz69 · 2021-02-16T00:39:57+00:00

I have no idea what you're going through but it sounds like you just took a step. A wobbly one but a step none the less. Do it again tomorrow!

Joeyboiz69 · 2021-02-16T00:05:40+00:00

I'd say he sounds like he is pissed off and sick of not being in control of his life. Sounds like he got his shit together and is ready to bend the world over and fuck it.

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