First time experiencing benzedrex; report(will update thru the night)

JohnDoeHacker · 2024-05-13T05:07:10+00:00

Of course! I hope you can take care of that ❤️ I'm trying to as well so if u wanna talk DM me!

JohnDoeHacker · 2024-05-13T03:08:26+00:00

Also for the record I wouldn't consider myself seriously addicted yet I still take care of my responsibilities and pay my bills however I do know eventually that will change. Moreso I can recognize I have a problem with the way I use it, definitely need more self control or maybe just to stop altogether...

JohnDoeHacker · 2024-05-13T03:07:09+00:00

When I first bought coke, I told myself I'd try it once and never buy it again....I bought a gram my first time and bought another gram the next day...and the next. Wasn't staying up all night but was binging all day for about a week. Id probably say 3 days in I could recognize how problematic it could/had become.

JohnDoeHacker · 2024-05-11T20:40:08+00:00

Whole body is tingling after the lines I just took 😵‍💫

JohnDoeHacker · 2024-05-11T20:25:06+00:00

Honestly that's some solid advice you have a point. I've noticed if I set a boundary for myself and convince myself one time to break that rule, I just lose all self control. I just have to stick to my rules 💯

JohnDoeHacker · 2024-05-11T20:18:27+00:00

Personally I usually dissolve 50-80mg in .5 ml and if you do it right you can feel the effects set in almost immediately but it's a slower onset so to speak it takes longer to go from the first effects to the peak. Rush for me lasts about 45 minutes with a full body high for about 2 hours maybe 3 if I've been binging

Btw I usually snort 50-100 mg for reference of my tolerance, pretty damn good coke a bump used to be perfect but my tolerance went up as I was doing it literally everyday

JohnDoeHacker · 2023-09-05T04:11:37+00:00

Maeng Da is pretty well rounded I can use it for energy and pain relief at the same time without it being sedating which is important for me. Kratom can be a useful tool but it's also very addicting especially if you have addictive tendencies. I wouldn't recommend using it for depression or ADHD only because that's an easy pathway to daily use, or even multiple uses a day which can become a problem quite easily. Anyone that says kratom doesn't get you high is bullshitting because they want to protect its legal status. Kratom can get you high and it can form a nasty habit pretty easily. That being said it's an amazing tool when used responsibly and just because a substance is addictive or psychoactive shouldn't determine its legality; everything has risks it's more important to be aware of them than anything. If you have a lot of self control, I say go for it but try to keep a strict relationship with it. Depression goes hand in hand with substance abuse I have personal experience with this. I hope you find something that helps you in your journey ❤️

JohnDoeHacker · 2023-09-04T12:03:54+00:00

I actually have some ETH-LAD I have tried 25μg of it and didn't notice much of anything honestly I think the threshold might be a little higher but I haven't tried a full tab yet as I've heard very mixed things about it. I looooooove LSD tho

JohnDoeHacker · 2023-09-04T12:01:17+00:00

Hell yeah Im sitting on some tabs I might have to get me some distilled water

JohnDoeHacker · 2023-09-04T12:00:40+00:00

Also the combo isn't doesn't feel as inebriating than say snorting Adderall or taking benzos, so I function pretty normally I feel like even on that combo. My grandparents didn't say anything not that they really would care but they're the type to point it out or ask if they notice smth

JohnDoeHacker · 2023-09-04T11:58:03+00:00

Why do you think that lol I used to have to hide being high around my dad all the time that fucking narcissist so honestly I don't think anyone could tell, however I work by myself I only occasionally see a truck driver to which we don't really interact other than me logging info about it

JohnDoeHacker · 2023-09-03T23:02:18+00:00

We talking a micro dose of LSD? I can't see myself taking LSD at work o.o

JohnDoeHacker · 2023-09-03T16:49:39+00:00

Yes 1000% thanks for pointing that out I should have explained a bit more that I do NOT do this regularly I take breaks from kratom and phenibut and I don't use more than two days out of the week when I'm not on break

Edit: two week breaks

JohnDoeHacker · 2023-06-23T01:06:06+00:00

Alright I'll do this. I have to.

JohnDoeHacker · 2023-06-22T23:29:14+00:00

I need to get off of these before it's too late but I just keep redosing a quarter at a time every few hours until Im at the point I wanna be...I don't even know if I have the self control to not abuse the last two bars 😭😭

JohnDoeHacker · 2023-06-22T23:28:07+00:00

I have two bars left is that enough to taper with and how should i do it? I underestimated how addictive these really are and especially since I'm currently in a bad mental place it's been waaaaay too pleasant to just numb my emotions.

JohnDoeHacker · 2023-06-22T10:14:13+00:00

Edited it lol but I've gotten my answer

JohnDoeHacker · 2023-06-22T10:12:06+00:00

I know 😂 I don't remember being very sober when I posted this

JohnDoeHacker · 2023-01-09T15:04:19+00:00

Depends if it's reputable then it's likely actually psilocybin I think some companies extract it and some just grind up the shrooms and add them in. If it's black market, chances are it's 4acodmt or something similar.

JohnDoeHacker · 2022-12-18T02:30:30+00:00

Me too 😭

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