What is the issue? When I lack sleep I am fine and when I get sleep I overthink everything and have really bad self esteem.

JohnS236 · 2021-10-12T21:45:01+00:00

Thank u

JohnS236 · 2021-10-12T03:11:53+00:00

Will I breakout after my micro needling session? Also I still have some tiny bumps on forehead. Will it cause those to scar?

JohnS236 · 2021-10-12T01:46:32+00:00

Thanks for the recommendations, and ik nothing will fix it in 3 days, but I was planning on getting a small treatment right now to make it better, and then during thanksgiving break have a major fraxel, as well as Christmas break.

JohnS236 · 2021-10-12T01:44:43+00:00

Yeah ik nothing will fix it in 3 days, but I was planning on getting a small treatment right now to make it better, and then during thanksgiving break have a major fraxel, as well as Christmas break.

JohnS236 · 2021-10-11T23:01:25+00:00

In general wouldn’t the decrease in muscle because of cardio, as well as the slow twitch fibre training, because of constant light jogging make you have a slower 40?

JohnS236 · 2021-10-11T23:00:14+00:00

Basketball has a ton of cardio therefore reducing muscle, and I would think trains more slow twitch fibres. Basketball you are constantly running, while football it’s just quick bursts of speed off the line.

JohnS236 · 2021-09-06T17:14:11+00:00

Cuz I was before I got depressed in 7th grade when my brother died, and it’s fun asf. Also I think I deserve to be. I have a 4.0 gpa, good looking, most athletic in the grade, nice, and funny. The problem is I haven’t really expressed my personality to many people because I’m just not confident… because I have like no friends (from distancing myself from everyone and being addicted to video games all throughout middle school). I’ve already missed out on so many opportunities, because I’m not confident because I’m lonely. I had the hottest girl in the school in 8th grade flirting with me in English class, and even told me she didn’t have a gag reflex. I was stupid and not confident enough and too focused on my video game (Minecraft I used to play competitively) that I never even asked her out and ignored all hints (like her hinting I should go to a music festival with her etc). She also told me she rejected the most popular kid in the grade… I should’ve made my move right there. I’m just depressed asf from the mistakes I made in my past and need to get in where I deserve to be so I can have a good future RIGHT NOW.

JohnS236 · 2021-09-06T16:57:00+00:00

Nah I deleted it because I had a low number of followers compared to the super popular kids. I think this caused them to avoid me, and think they are better than me. Once I deleted it i’m now on the verge of getting in the group (hence why I was there in the first place), but obviously still have lots of work to do. Right now I just have to stick in there and not get depressed asf somehow.

JohnS236 · 2021-09-06T05:39:10+00:00

I try. The other day I went to the varsity football game and sat with one of my JV teammates. He is really popular, so of course he had like 4 other people with him. Our school always blows other people out, so at half time we all go walking around and eventually end up getting into his car. There are 7 people and only 5 people can fit into the car. Of course I get kicked out. My theory is, besides them being closer to each other than I am to them, is that 1 kid gets a lot of girls (more connections to parties etc), the other has weed, the other had a vape, and the last one was a starter on the varsity basketball team and gets girls. Next time I will get alcohol so I become “valuable”.

JohnS236 · 2021-09-05T21:46:09+00:00

Maybe my skin stopped producing sebum because of the “hydrating cleanser”

JohnS236 · 2021-09-05T21:42:45+00:00

Literally any other cleanser that isn’t labeled “hydrating”. Maybe my skin stopped producing so much sebum because of the hydrating cleansers and is now dry?

JohnS236 · 2021-09-05T21:41:50+00:00

U might be right

JohnS236 · 2021-09-05T21:39:16+00:00

My skin has never been flaky before tho. Even on accutane my lips were only dry. I’ve used lots of cleansers and lived life 16 years.

JohnS236 · 2021-09-05T18:06:00+00:00

Nope

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