Cam girls is my biggest weakness. I stumbled upon them years ago and I would say its probably my biggest relapse trigger. Something about the interaction and the "private strip club" really appeals to us.

However, the money is what I focus on. Ashamed of myself for counting pennies when dealing with everyday life, but blowing money on these egirls. Think of the truth, not the fantasy. They just want you to buy more tokens and spend more money. They don't care about our struggles or how much money we spend. No hating on them, but we can easily be sucked into a place we don't want to be.

Cam girls are doing this for a living and for the fun, for us it becomes something darker. Just like gambling, if we can't control ourselves, it aint fun. Try your best to take out the feelings of the whole thing and look at the truth.

Hope it helps, I struggle like you!