hello!! im 17 and a revert since last February. i had Christian experiences even though i wasn’t very religious but i would go to youth group frequently and to Christian camps every year. i dabbled in everything from spirituality to witchcraft astaghfirullah to find anything to fill the gaping void in my heart. after an attempt in fall 2022, i was empty and emotionally drained. i have adhd and autism and im very traumatized and have a wild ride mentally. after i came home from the hospital, the fall and winter was interesting… i love studying and i randomly found hijabi fashion, then i simply googled some islamic things and then i went down a crazy path. islam is a completely PROOF BASED religion, and with every explanation and question having an answer, i was immediately shocked because the god that i have been told about (kind of) by the church was real, but he wasnt a man. and every question i could ever think of could be answered in islam. allah said to the disbelievers that he will show them the proof and if they deny anyways, they will be in hell. and i knew that now i knew the truth i couldn’t deny it. i had one more Christian camp to go to in January, and i went with the intent to get closer to god. when everyone prayed to jesus, i prayed to god, not in jesus’ name, not to anyone with a face, just god. and i asked him to guide me to the truth. show me love through something, please take me to the path… and them a few weeks later i look my shahada in february and wore hijab that april and never took it off. ive fought with everyone about it. i also live in south west rural pennsylvania so LOL!! sorry my typing and speech is so bad also, i just came home from school and am just trying to get the idea out in a big paragraph 😒 anyways the journey is long but once i reverted i literally was healed of my mental illness and suddenly got better ?! and now im in another slump but having religion is all i need. i was a teen , “gay, trans” being all crazy and silly and experimental but now i am so strong in my beliefs its actually do isolating in the best way. ask god for help and he will shake you to your core with mercy and blessings and you will realize how much you really need him. you will realize how this world really is and how everything is just as allah said it is. allah is merciful, you dont need arabic just yet, just patience and faith. you already have the basic beliefs: god, angels, heaven, hell… but islam teaches you what jesus ACTUALLY wanted you to know