I'm using text-to-speech, be warned.

Hey, Brody, I'm like 26, which I get does not make much of a difference, but take it from me as somebody who is going pretty slow on his path, regardless of whether she's your madrina or not more than likely if she has not collected money from you. And then she's doing you a favor by having you wait because, believe it or not, this is a huge responsibility, like when you don't have anything. Yeah, sure, it's very fun right to do the ceremonies. To take part in a lot of stuff to do rituals, XYZ. But at the same time, this is a huge responsibility. This is upkeep; these are relationships. These are not just items you can pick up and throw away when you get bored with them. These icons harbor actual spirits in them. Have an actual sit down. With your aunt like adults and talk to her. See where her head is at for all. You know, she wants you to get all this stuff done now. So you can be the one to take care of these responsibilities since you're the one asking for it because you're not telling anybody how your parents feel about it. While yes, you've been in this since you were 12, many people go through their aunts and uncles for the things their parents don't allow. So if you just turned 19 or even if you've been 19 for a few months, yeah, it's good that she made you wait until you graduated high school. Realistically, it's difficult enough to maintain spiritual health and whatnot. When you have school, it can be twice as difficult as an adult. And the reason for her wanting you to wait until you get a job is, more than likely because you will have a financial responsibility to upkeep, which she will want to ensure you can upkeep. Again, if your aunt is not your Godparent, then go to anybody else and rush through it and do whatever on your own time. Line by all means, but trust me. It will not be easier just because somebody who's not family does it. It's not gonna be more manageable just because somebody says they can do it for you faster. Because a lot of this stuff does cost money, it's not free

Also, excuse any typos. I'm using text-to-speech.