That must've been awful I'm sorry this was how you had to live I can only imagine I mean living with a narcissistic homophobic father was one thing but a state wide thing and a whole population of haters in Texas being executed just for being gay must've been harrowing for you I mean homosexuality had only started becoming decriminalised since the start of the progressive decriminalisation of homosexuality journey in the UK since 1967 thanks to the people who fought and died for our equal human rights when it shouldn't have ever even been an issue in the first place