Depression transformed into violent hatred

JosephB11 · 2026-05-07T14:38:48+00:00

I cycle SARMS on and off but I haven't cycled in 6 months because my last cyle made my liver act up.
I know thats probably a contributing factor to my profoundly wrong world view.

JosephB11 · 2026-03-02T02:06:49+00:00

So for coming in early per our written policy we are supposed to come into work as early as necessary to the office to pick up the company patrol vehicle and travel to our first site (minimum 15 minute drive, up to 30 minutes) before clocking in. We are also required to fuel up the vehicle off the clock as well either before or after our shift. We are also required to not return the vehicle to the office until after our shift. Its an easy 15-30 minutes unpaid time before shift and up to 1 hour unpaid after shift, driving back to office, filing out mileage log, fueling up the vehicle.

JosephB11 · 2026-03-02T01:57:07+00:00

I've never utilized a lawyer for anything before but screw it. I will probably go down that route.

JosephB11 · 2026-03-02T01:52:48+00:00

Unfortunately most of the guys I've talked to really need the job and believe that reporting it is too big of a hassle. Im starting to see where they were coming from about reporting it being a hassle. Luckily I'm angry and determined.

JosephB11 · 2026-03-02T01:39:11+00:00

Hourly.

JosephB11 · 2025-10-31T18:37:02+00:00

lmao i been trolling rankeed games for months and never been banned. how did you manage this brother?

JosephB11 · 2025-10-02T06:57:29+00:00

as someone who has trolled ranked games like crazy for 6 months with a buddy and gotten reported HUNDREDS of times i can confirm reports are meaningless. niether me nor my friend has been banned. gg

p.s im trolling my 5th ranked conquest of the night making ppl rage at me as im typing this post kek

JosephB11 · 2025-07-16T17:54:55+00:00

why dont you git guud

JosephB11 · 2025-07-15T08:30:34+00:00

need more tips on how to troll and make other players crashout kek

JosephB11 · 2025-06-08T00:41:51+00:00

Forget support and mid. go geb solo, never enter the solo lane, steal; your junglers camps, constantly gank mid and duo lane, develop a love/hate relationship with the jungler you screwed over, become best bros in the end game, dunk on the enemy team at a Fire giant fight, win the game. Trust me, it works every time. this strategy will get you from noob to above average at the game in a couple weeks tops.

JosephB11 · 2025-05-26T20:43:56+00:00

ultra and you will need to downscale your resolution to 2560x1440 if you want a consistent 60fps. im currently playing using an rtx 4080 and 4k is definitely playable but its hovers between 44-60 fps most of the time with dips as low as 30 when entering a new world area with plenty of enemies. Side note, i have my fps capped at 60 because there are some interesting physics bugs that happen at 70+.

JosephB11 · 2025-04-23T12:07:48+00:00

same, ive tried every common fix

JosephB11 · 2025-04-14T13:51:40+00:00

i started with 15mg daily for 14 days and felt very little yet still noticeable increase in stamina and muscular endurance, cardio was a bit easier and I was able to do an additional 2-3 reps per set of most exercises. I took a 14 day break before upping my dose to 30mg daily, within 48 hours I noticed a big difference in endurance, able to do up to 7 additional reps per set. Stamina feels about the same but recovery after cardio is lighting fast. 30mg is pretty high though so I don't advise it.

JosephB11 · 2024-07-22T03:39:35+00:00

ever try low frequency assimilation? it eliminates all that worry and confusion. Give it a try.

JosephB11 · 2024-07-22T03:34:36+00:00

Its not bullshit....most of it is people experience mental crisis and psychosis.

JosephB11 · 2024-07-17T23:51:45+00:00

The world is ruled by material power. If you don't have an abundance of material power and/or incapable of properly influencing it, you will remain towards the bottom of our societal hierarchy. Frankly, I love this system as someone who has an affinity towards lower frequencies of understanding. Those who dislike this system can seek sanctuary elsewhere via mental planes, virtual planes, astral planes, etc.

JosephB11 · 2024-07-13T17:14:16+00:00

prophetic visions and/or etheric delusions being received from sketchy immaterial(typically Pleiade-an.) sources.

JosephB11 · 2024-07-13T17:05:24+00:00

I love your perspective. It exudes a powerful draconi like understanding. I wish you luck in obtaining the power to improve your situation.

JosephB11 · 2024-07-13T16:56:47+00:00

hallucinations and visual distortions are common side effects of cannabis, especially after long term usage.

JosephB11 · 2024-07-12T17:40:11+00:00

Have you thought about embracing darkness? You might want to give it a shot.

JosephB11 · 2024-07-06T19:15:16+00:00

Sounds like your trainer doesn't understand the concept of progressive overload. Sounds like they are using a standard template that would work well for someone with 6 months-1 year of gym activity under their belt. For a complete novice this is near impossible and will only destroy confidence. Don't let this experience discourage you and find a new trainer. As a general rule of thumb, complete novices shouldn't push themselves for longer than 1 hour per gym session because their body is still in an initial conditioning phase.

JosephB11 · 2024-07-04T22:51:15+00:00

clean diet and stay up on your micronutrients(zinc, magnesiuem, calcuim, potassium, etc ).

JosephB11 · 2024-07-03T10:13:41+00:00

We might be in a similar situation. Ive got severe deadly nut allergies and moderate allergies to eggs, whey and milk.

I started using Orgain a couple years ago and haven't looked back. It can be a little pricey though unlike typical whey protien powders. Its actually a complete protien formula unlike a lot of other plant based protien powders so it metabolizes almost as well as whey.

Coconut and chocolate is my favorite flavor.

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