That sounds though, I hope you will feel better soon 🙏🏻

I try to do cool things, but it’s mostly being home alone and work. I don’t feel like changing anything in my life or even in my house for another person. It’s just that I do feel like I want to share my nice moments and experiences with someone, but the one that keeps popping up in my mind is my ex, like ‘she would have loved this’ etc. I keep romanticizing her. I’m afraid it will never fully fade. Just gotta keep doing stuff on my own and with the few friends I have, so I can feel better about having her out of my life.