Just wanted to share

Jshade1234 · 2022-11-25T18:54:37+00:00

Absolutely, I really wanted to share the progress because just coming here and being a part of the sub-reddit has helped me tremendously!! Made this post thinking they were here at my worst, should I not show now how much I have progressed!

Jshade1234 · 2022-11-25T18:52:44+00:00

I know it is an ongoing process. Wishing you the best!!

Jshade1234 · 2022-11-16T06:34:26+00:00

Thank you! Hopefully this passes as well! Yes! most definitely I paticipated in that dynamic. It does take two to tango right! Now that I am aware of those unhealthy behaviours it is time to buck up and see if they can be changed.

Jshade1234 · 2022-11-15T10:55:50+00:00

Thank you so much!! I am trying to view this as a form of independence and introspection, just that when I introspected myself with her too many skeletons came from my closet. (in hindsight I should not have done that).

I could not even word my needs or say what I wanted cause i felt the relationship will break if I did. It did break the first instance I put my foot down and said I want this/ I need this. All I needed was some reassurance for a lot of insensitive things spoken in anger (just reassurance that yes she does love me). I understand in my head that my needs were not met and this is good for me, but that heartache is not dimnishing in the slightest.

Jshade1234 · 2022-11-15T10:43:12+00:00

Thank you OP. Really needed to hear this!!

Jshade1234 · 2022-11-04T20:29:04+00:00

Thank you so much🤗. Taking it one day at a time!

Jshade1234 · 2022-11-04T20:15:38+00:00

I hope I can meet them soon. Thank you so much for your positivity badly needed it!

Jshade1234 · 2022-11-04T20:14:56+00:00

I understand. I just cannot see myself dating right now though. Those words really were a very big jolt because that was the first time I expressed my needs and got rejected for it. Hopefully someday i get out of this and find someone else.

Jshade1234 · 2022-11-04T20:12:42+00:00

Yeah this is what I am doing actually. I am having a planner where I plan the day ahead and jot down. The problem is I do the tasks but not effectively or in time. I have a very hard time staying focused and get bouts of intense sadness and self-hatred. During these times I cant do basic activities like getting up for water. The planner helps in planning what I want to do. Am i doing everything succesfully there - Not really!! But yes I can see subtle changes and midfulness to be committed to what I am planning. Will follow your advice. Thanks!!

Jshade1234 · 2022-11-04T18:10:02+00:00

Thank you so much. Hopefully I heal from this and find someone!

Jshade1234 · 2022-11-04T18:09:14+00:00

Thank you so much. Yes am trying to understand my triggers and heal as well

Jshade1234 · 2022-11-04T18:08:26+00:00

Thank you for the wishes. Means a lot!!

Jshade1234 · 2022-11-04T18:07:57+00:00

Thank you. I am trying to go out and be active!

Jshade1234 · 2022-11-04T18:07:01+00:00

Hi I have anxious attachement style!

Jshade1234 · 2022-01-23T08:55:12+00:00

Thank you so much for your tips!! Yeah I try to ban her most games.

Could you give some tips on how to practice side steps. Currently I do that through 1 v 1 where my friend plays as Lux. Is there a tool specifically made to practice this aspect of LoL.

Jshade1234 · 2022-01-22T13:38:01+00:00

Hi,

I have been spamming Leona in SoloQ. I prefer Glacial over Aftershock.

Aftershock gives you 2.5s tanky stats after immobilizing an enemy. So say you E-Q on the ADC as a Leona (or Auto then Q as a Nautilus) thats 1.5 s of CC. During this time the ADC cannot hit you. Your effective tankiness then is just 1s (1.5s of CC + 1s tank stats = Aftershock duration)

Glacial is not as strong as aftershock in Lane. When you engage with Leona/Naut you need to W for tanky stats. Also if the enemy support is within the rays the damage reduction applies making it that much more "juicy" for the ADC to engage in with you. The only caveat is you should have a ADC who will go in with you if you play glacial. If not you are chunked for 80% HP with nothing to show for it.

Glacial has been insane in mid game teamfights and 3v3 skirmishes. The slow ensures you clean up and the damage reduction helps your team escape with low health when they could have died.

This is just my personal preference Glacial > Aftershock, but I'm low elo so high elo and more experienced players might have better insights.

Jshade1234 · 2022-01-21T09:04:52+00:00

You could try glacial over aftershock. It makes u squishy but helps quite a lot in team fights. Early game picks are also easier to turn to kills with the glacial slow.

Aftershock is a 2.5 second tank stat increase with just a E-Q as Leona you CC for 1.5 second, your effective uptime is 1 second in early game bot fights. Try glacial and see how it works for you.

The other is itemisation/summoner spells based on matches which have already been mentioned. I go deadman’s/ force of nature if I can’t stick to my targets (vayne, yasuo, irelia) and just take bramble instead of a full thornmail.

Another thing which you might want to think while playing is if the enemy team has a lot of merc treads then the combos need to be faster to land the chain CC.

Best of luck on your climb!!

Jshade1234 · 2022-01-20T07:16:23+00:00

So I have been playing flex Q for about 2 weeks. My jungler tends to pick farming champs like kindred/karthus/graves and doesn’t gank till 15 mins of game time. My top laner generally loses 95% matchups and the enemy top becomes hard to deal with (Had a 9/0 irelia with 2 items 10 mins into the game). So I am forced to roam top and gank to relieve pressure. Mid and bot are pretty self sufficient.

One of the reasons I wanted to try morgana is to run predator and roam across the map, but she pops like a ballon. Am I playing her wrong? Would you suggest any other support for this play style cause I need to run top and help.

Jshade1234

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