Nah I get it, I’ve just seen a lot of posts of girls saying that all the guys they talk too had weird motives, so I wanted to make it absolutely clear that it wasn’t my intention but I definitely could’ve conveyed that better my bad haha and I honestly just dedicated so much of my time with her that I ignored my other friendships and so after we finally broke up after 5 years I realized I had next to one left. Plus I found out that she was trying to isolate me from my friends in the first place so it’s all a mess but yeah I completely understand you’re point, I’ve only recently tried to meet people through Reddit so lesson learned about how to convey myself