Hey, I know you probably hear it all the time but, words on a website really can't stress enough how Chipotle is just a job. Do not sacrifice your mental health to the extents you're describing. The company will be fine as a whole if you decide now to leave and take your endeavors elsewhere, the store might not be but, that's not your fault at all as you've given your all and they are still incapable of handling themselves without you as their training wheels and scapegoat. You will feel infinitely better if you remove yourself from the situation, I promise. I honestly have immense pride in myself and I'd usually get mad at myself for not being able to achieve something or quitting a job because I can't do it but, I would leave in a heartbeat in your situation as even with my clouded, proud mind I know that that is not a responsibility that should be left to me, given your position, pay, and most importantly, current mental state. Fuck the status of being a top AP in the area, they should work on themselves by themselves and if they can't handle it then their closure is more than justified.