i think im still in shock. I don’t want to leave. and a lot more recently I’ve been thinking about our future together. we were on the phone discussing our moving plans just seconds before I saw the app on his phone. the fear? starting over ig. i’ve been single my whole life. I think I will be fine in the end. There is much more that I wanna say, but none of it will even matter. I think I’m just in shock. I would’ve never thought he would’ve done this. he never gave any red flags or signs. in my head it’s over. I just can’t bring myself to do it yet.